wohoo... i noe my blog dieded le... hmm.. BUT i still dun feel like updatin 2dae... haha... but i'll update someday... sometime... somewhere.... stay-tuned!
2004年8月29日 星期日
2004年8月8日 星期日
如果說﹐
我的第一場演唱會 (F4)﹐
是一種單純的崇拜﹐
第二場 (五月天)﹐
是一種追求夢想的精神。
這一場﹐我的第三場﹐
就是一種友情的感動。
兩位好朋友﹐一起實現夢想﹐一起成長﹐一起站在由夢編織的舞台上。
沒錢的時候﹐一起去唱KTV。沒有工作的時候﹐一起去唱KTV。當藝人﹐出唱片後﹐還是一起去唱KTV。現在﹐也一起開演唱會﹐一起唱歌。
雖然互“酸”互“損”﹐卻彼此珍惜。感情的真摯﹐讓我深深感動。。。。。。
除了感動﹐還是感動。
(覺得我感情太過豐富﹖我無所謂。因為我為我的“多愁善感”感到無比的驕傲﹗它讓我深刻地感受到許多美麗的東西 ^-^)
謝謝瑋柏﹐謝謝善為﹗ (你們真的很贊﹗我愛你們﹗)
謝謝陪我一同去看演唱會的陳如音小姐 ^-^也謝謝在場的每一個你﹐你和你﹐陪伴我度過一個很開心﹐很特別的晚上﹗
CoOlpLay cOncErt rOx BIG BIG TIME!!! ^-^
2004年7月30日 星期五
yOz~ added a Ufm1003 interview of mayday... ya right.... it's mayday a-g-a-i-n ^-^ haha... wat to do... i am under their "influence" mahz... *-* it may take a few secs to load~ a pretty interestin interview... around 20mins of your time... so... if u r interested OR u have nothing to do at home.. staytuned (von's nick siaz) ba~ enjoy~!!!
econs tuition at caraven 2dae ^-^ i am beginnin to enjoy tis tuition le~ ^-^ and i am beginnin to see h-o-p-e in econs~ ^-^ dats something gd ba ^-^
last but not least... I REALLY HOPE TO WIN the COOLPLAY concert tix thru the wan bao contest!!! let me win ba!!! haha ^-^
2004年7月29日 星期四
闖
作詞﹕阿信 作曲﹕阿信 編曲﹕五月天
我 爛命一條 走在路上 影子在地上
像 我的慌張 黏在腳下 抓著我不放
我不懂 我不是這樣 我不該這樣 額頭流下的汗 又流進眼眶
為什麼 要給我 一顆跳動的心臟 卻忘了 給我飛翔的翅膀
每天我活在這多無聊的地方
多麼 想要 流浪
為什麼 要給我 一顆跳動的心臟 又把我 丟在這寂寞戰場
這世界有多大我就有多彷徨 有沒有一點希望
讓我去闖 天涯海角 讓我去闖
把 我的靈魂 裝進紙箱 寄送到天堂
那 雲端的光 會不會是 希望的形狀
每一天 來了又走了 匆忙的太陽 感覺自己蒸發 慢慢從這個 世界上
(there's another hokkien version -- “永遠的永遠”)
2004年7月22日 星期四
yoz~ quite a long time never update le~ hows life everyone? haf been studyin econs for the last few hours... abit de tiredz now...
went wild wild wet~!!! woHoo~ i find it F-U-N! i love to play with water!!! i am truly amazed by the fact dat dey can actually build something like dat on dat small plot of land haha... cOoLz~
plannin to watch brotherhood wif immy tan yesterdae... BUT WAT HAPPEN LEH? we went PS GV... bought a pair of tix... THEN.... kanna rejected by a staff from entering!!!!!!! wohoo.... we failed the NC-16 test.... she wants our IC... but we din bring lohz... then she gif us dat realli AP face... i know she has her responsibilities..... but her facial expression real AP.... hmm... so we quite wu nai... dunnoe wat to do wif the tix... blar blar blar......... blar blar blar......... ended up watchin spiderman2~ abit weirdz at first cOs it's like 'SUDDENLY' haf to watch spiderman haha... but i like it! think the effects rOx! yeapz~
o ya... i bought the mayday's Wu Yue Zhi Lian OST at Sembawang yesterdae~ there's a free quite-big poster inside! haha gladys~ i finally own a mayday poster! i like the new version of wen rou... it sets me thinkin~ ^-^ hmm... this CD not a must-buy BUT it's a good-buy~ yeapz~!
hmm... a bit de hungry now... gonna go hunt for food... haha......
2004年7月14日 星期三
前記﹕我相信這是一個真實故事。有些事情﹐是編也編不出來的。雖然這個故事的情節有些“小說化”﹐但是﹐從它的細膩度﹐它的瑣碎﹐它所散髮出來的感情﹐可以看得出﹐這些許許多多的文字﹐都是從人腦的‘美好回憶儲存箱’裡﹐一個又一個﹐慢慢地拿出來的。。。。。。我是這樣覺得的。你們呢﹖還有﹐這個故事有些長喔﹗所以﹐有時間﹐或有耐性﹐或有興趣的人﹐才讀吧﹗Enjoy!
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作者: chocopie (永遠的畫面 ) 看板: MayDAY
標題: 阿信的第一位歌迷
時間: Sat Jun 12 01:07:07 2004
發 表 人：Alice
壹、不敢當
1993年3月27日 星期六 中正紀念堂
慶祝329青年節的園遊會上，我和所有及幼社的好姊妹們，
在中正紀念堂廣場所搭起的一座座遮陽棚中，用力的推銷著珍珠奶茶。
不知道是這攤位的地點風水好，還是各位姊妹的魅力大，
所準備的二大桶珍珠奶茶不到五點就賣完了。
人潮漸漸散去，大家合力收拾好攤位，合照了幾張照片留念後，便陸續散去。
我看看時間，才五點多，不急著回家，想逛逛別的攤位湊湊熱鬧。
邊走邊隨便看看，走到接近舞台的地方，看到有好多的“水藍色制服”聚集在一起
，我好奇的隨他們的目光望向台上瞧，哇，有個可愛的帥哥讓我眼睛一亮！
他正在台上調整麥克風似乎要準備唱歌，我不由自主的往台前擠，想再看清楚些。
走近後我心頭微微一震，哇So cute!好像有股電流擊中了我，整個人都熱了起來。
在哪見過他呢？怎會有如此一見如故的感覺？他是附中學生嗎？台風真好，滿場跑，
還不時將麥克風指向台下，讓底下的人跟著合唱。唱的是什麼歌？我沒聽過
（後來知道是邦喬飛的 Born to be my baby），但那不重要，重要的是他是誰？
我想認識他！他唱的好賣力，我看的好出神…他表演完後，鞠躬後走下台，
在整理東西，不久他背起了一把吉他，一堆像是同學的人簇擁著他，
漸漸往大忠門的方向走去。他蠻高的，在同伴中高出半個頭。?我能清楚的看見他在移動。
隨著他走遠，我心中不斷掙扎，他要離開了…如果我想認識他…非主動去找他
講話不可！可是我穿著綠制服耶…這樣會不會有辱校譽？就在這時候，他忽然
蹲了下來，好像在綁鞋帶。我見他停下來，心想，不管那麼多了，去找他簽名
好了！我鼓起勇氣快步上前，就在他綁好鞋帶站起來時，趕到他身旁，"同學…嗯….你唱歌很好聽…嗯…..你可以幫我簽名嗎？"他望著我靦腆的笑，手摸了摸自己的後腦杓…邊說『不敢當，不敢當…』邊接過我手中的筆及便條紙，
幫我簽名。我心想… “不敢當”！？ 這不是古裝戲的台詞嗎？
這年頭還有人會說不敢當！？真可愛！
我幾乎不敢抬頭，但又忍不住一直望著他那超迷人的笑容，
不知到是正好他背對著夕陽，還是我的幻覺，他的身上竟然在發光！
我並不知道身旁到底有沒有人正在恥笑我的行為或對我指指點點，因為此刻我
的眼中只看見他迷人的笑臉。我不知道接下來該說些什麼，問了他『你是高二的嗎…..』
他點點頭….然後將簽好名的便條紙及筆還我，上面寫著『附中吉他社 陳信宏』
我看著他傻笑，擠不出其他的話，只好跟他說了謝謝、再見，
看著他繼續往剛才的方向離開，我也連忙快步跑向回家的公車站牌。
在公車上，回想到剛剛的那一幕，興奮得一直在偷笑，又覺得十分丟臉，發燙的可以煎蛋了。嘻….好個不敢當…有了名字…有了社團…知道是高二的… 要向附中的同學打聽一下…應該還能再見到他吧….這就是所謂的…一見鍾情嗎…
貳、I’LL BE THERE FOR YOU
1993年4月3日 星期六 附中校慶
『同學…請問附中吉他社在哪裡？』
說巧不巧，一個星期後就是附中校慶了，這是少數能光明正大踏進附中校園的好機會，當然不能錯過。自從那一天找過他簽名之後，我就對他念念不忘，知道有附中校慶的事之後，立刻約了如欣那天陪我一起去附中…就是專程去找他的啦！所以一到附中抓到一位穿制服的女同學劈頭就問附中吉他社在哪，想不到那位同學用手一指，『在那，等一下就要開始表演了！』呀？只見她指的方向有搭了一個舞台，台上果然有放鼓和樂器、麥克風，台下已有許多人圍觀，而我想找的人-陳信宏，又出現在舞台上，他穿著黑色T恤黑色牛仔褲，又要開唱了！真是來得早不如來得巧呀，剛剛心裡還在嘀咕遲到的如欣，現在又覺得來得真是時候！
不久他又開始唱歌了，他唱的歌我還是沒有聽過，不過唱到副歌時，如欣竟然會跟著唱，我趕緊問她『妳會唱喔？這是什麼歌呀？』如欣邊唱邊回答『你沒聽過嗎，這首歌很好聽，是邦喬飛的 I’ll be there for you….』我眼睛看著他的身影，耳朵聽著他的聲音，心裡想著，連如欣都知道的歌我卻聽都沒聽過…跟他好像有好遙遠的距離…，他的世界都是西洋音樂嗎？可是我只聽國語歌耶…。他獨唱完了後，又跟一些人一起合唱「Everything I do(I do it for you)」總算有一首我聽過的歌了，這部電影我有看過。唱完後他走下台到右手邊的角落找水喝，我拉著如欣穿過人群走到他背後不遠的地方看著他，他大口灌完礦泉水後，用左肩的袖子擦了擦滿頭的汗，又把黑色T恤的袖子捲了捲，然後手叉著腰看著台上的表演。我忍不住又想接近他跟他說話了，想不出用什麼開場白，想起上次找他簽過名，再找他簽一次好了，這樣一來他可能會對我印象比較深刻吧！
所以我又掏出了紙和筆，走向他…『同學，你還記得我嗎，可以幫我簽名嗎？』他轉身看我，用了2秒做了個想一想的表情（好可愛）然後連續點頭憨憨的笑，笑嘻嘻的又幫我又簽了一次名『陳信宏』，我問他是哪一班的，他又寫了『751』，我再問他的生日，他又加上『1206』，然後我又不知道要說什麼了…他把紙筆還我，笑笑的對我點點頭，然後我跟如欣就就退回一旁假裝繼續欣賞台上表演，其實一直偷偷在看他！
然後又去找以前國中同班、唯一一位考上附中的同學依凡，哈啦了幾句後，重點是要向她打聽有沒有聽過“陳信宏”。她看了他的班別751說『這是美術實驗班喔！』天哪！不會那麼完美吧，我最崇拜美術好的人了！『他是吉他社的，好像是社長吧…』社長，果然是人中之龍呀，難怪我覺得他有一股領袖氣質、特殊的魅力…真是越打聽越覺得他是那麼的優秀，優秀到完美已不足以形容了！可是…這麼優秀的人，會喜歡我嗎…我配不上他吧…
陳信宏…這麼有才華，會美術、會彈吉他、會唱歌，長得又高，又有迷人的笑容，台上表演時超有自信，台下的他又謙虛客氣…他就是我心目中的白馬王子！
參、你知道我在等你嗎
1993年8月26日 星期六 南陽街數學補習班
從今以後...「陳信宏」三個字就成了我的精神支柱！忍不住跟班上的好同學分享了我的暗戀對象，想不到，我們班上還有不少人認識他呢！其中一位和他是同一個北投國小.北投國中畢業的，因為他有參加過一些美術的比賽，漫畫比賽之類的，有得名吧，還算是個風雲人物，所以我同學認識他！真是太好了，硬ㄠ同學帶畢業紀念冊及學校的刊物(有他的文章)來給我看，我就把能剪的剪下、不能剪的影印下來，真是如獲至寶！還有同學的好朋友是北一吉他社的副社長，我也請她幫忙從附中吉他社幹部的通訊中找到陳信宏的電話及地址！而另一位同學的男朋友正巧是建中吉他社的社長，更幫我弄來了幾張陳信宏和建中吉他社合辦活動的照片！而我自己無意間翻以前國中的東西時，竟發現我們參加過同一個幹部訓練營，因為我在活動手冊上北投國中的名單中發現他的名字！難怪有第一眼見到他就有很熟悉的感覺。我想盡辦法的收集有關他的一切，而很幸運的有許多”貴人”幫忙我，更讓我覺得是老天安排好的，我跟他太有緣份了！我每天望著他的照片，讀者他的文章，背著他家的地址電話…，每天想著入睡，每天盼著醒來，真想再見到他，真想和他認識…
從四月一直念念不忘他到八月，但一直不敢打電話給他，直到七夕就快要到了，隨著情人節的氣氛越濃，我對他的思念就越深，終於鼓起勇氣，寫了封“告白信”給他！我還先擬了草稿，又修改重騰了2次，才完成了那封“不顧形象”的信，信上寫說，我覺得我們是如何的有緣，我是多麼的欣賞他，希望能和他認識！但是信寄出後，我開始後悔了…我好像寫的太露骨了…會嚇到人家吧？
今天，8月26日星期六，是補習數學的日子，也是七夕的前一天，上課不太專心，一直想著昨天寄出的信不知道他收到了沒，明天就是情人節了，他應該不可能會回我電話吧(哈！我很主動的附上我家電話了)但仍幻想有奇蹟發生。下了課，魚貫的跟著一大堆人去等電梯，就在這個時候，我不敢相信我的眼睛！怎麼會有那麼巧的事！他，陳信宏，竟然也在等電梯！雖然他是背對著我的，可是我一眼就認出來了！我跟著他進入同一部電梯，他先走進去的，還很熱心的站在門邊幫大家按住”開門”的鈕。我一進去就鑽到最後面，他應該沒看到我，或許應該說沒認出我吧。等電梯的人差不多滿了，他又幫大家按了“關門”及“1樓”，然後…我們就如此相近卻又如此遙遠的在一個相同的空間裡，一同從13樓的空中降落到1樓地面。
在這短短的幾秒內，我心跳加速，覺得好緊張，一邊偷偷的打量他的背影：他算蠻高的，有點駝背，他又穿了黑色的牛仔褲…；一邊努力的鎮定思考：我要不要叫住他呢，他會不會已經忘了我是誰了呢？昨天寄的信他如果看過了，那我現在還有臉見他嗎？他也來補數學的嗎，之前聽說他留級了，會不會因此來補習？…
「叮！」電梯到了…他和幾位同學一起走出去，我小心的跟在後面，心中還在掙扎要不要去找他說話，要如何開口…忽然，他們轉彎了，往和我平常回家相反的方向走去，我開始急了，還要跟嗎，再跟下去會不會走到了我不認得路的地方？所以我深呼吸之後，大叫他的名字『陳信宏！陳信宏！…』他聽到了…停了下來轉過身，然後我小跑步的走到他面前…我應該說話有結巴加抖音吧…『你…還記得我嗎…你來補習嗎…』『喔…跟同學來旁聽看看…』『那…你們要回家了喔…』『嗯…要去吃東西…』『你…留級了喔?…』(我竟然白痴的這樣直接問他！)『ㄜ…對(尷尬的笑著點點頭)…』忽然我想起昨天寄出的”白痴丟臉告白信”…『嗯…我昨天有寫信給你….你收到了嗎』『對不起…我不常回家…我住外面…所以還沒看到』(我心想太好了…目前的他還沒看到那封信…我暫時還沒有毀了形象…)『你…可以再幫我簽一次名嗎….』我又翻出了我的紙筆(我好像只會這一招，一直叫人家簽名) 『又要簽名阿…好…』
就在這時，身邊響起了背景音樂…『你知道我在等你嗎….你如果真的在乎我…』原來是在一旁等他的同學在起鬨兼配樂！我真是覺得好丟臉、好不好意思！他簽完名「陳信宏」後停了一下，想了想，又加了一句「祝學業進步」然後還給了我，我看了覺得很不好意思…我剛剛不該提到留級的事的。然後…跟他說了再見，轉身往我原本應該走的方向去等公車了，背後還隱隱約約傳來他同學的笑鬧聲…。捏著他的第三次簽名，想著他迷人的笑容，著了魔的更加的迷戀他了….，一路上一直想著，這樣的緣分，真是太不可思議了！以前好像有個民間故事叫「三笑姻緣」…嘿…會不會…「三笑姻緣」現代版就真的發生在我身上？
肆、嗨 展信愉快
1993年11月29日 我家
從我的那一封“告白信”寄出去之後，就像石沉大海一般沒有消息。再厚臉皮的人，還是有羞恥心的，如果人家第一封信沒有?悖??N會有勇氣再寫第二封！所以我只有天天盼天天等，出門看一次信箱，回家看一次信箱，睡覺前不死心的再檢查一次！如果是假日在家的時候就更慘了，每次只要有摩托車經過的聲音，我都會懷疑是郵差來過而跑去開信箱，天曉得這種等待的煎熬！
終於，在等了90多天之後的一天傍晚，我放學回到家，在那 “一日看三回”的信箱裡，發現了一封信，是一封白色的標準信封，我用微微顫抖的手拿起那封信一看「啊！」我不禁大聲尖叫了一聲！收信人是我，寄信地址就是我背得滾瓜爛熟的”北投區xx路”！我興奮的衝回房間，書包往床上一扔，急忙找出剪刀，小心翼翼的剪開信封，輕輕的翻開，瞪大了雙眼，稟住呼吸，開始閱讀他用“32行活頁紙”寫給我的第一封回信…
『嗨.展信愉快
最近過得好嗎?很抱歉拖了這麼久才
回信，真對不起，希望你原諒。
從來信中知你將要升高三(現在正是高三)
課業一定很重吧！希望你別累壞了，好
好保重、好好加油呀！
關於“錄音帶”的事，由於我唱歌實在
太破了，還是先別錄，往後有機會再請你
聽我的“敝作”。不過我可以介紹你幾個
很不錯的團體(我很喜歡的)例如
Bon Jovi、Mr.Big、Dep Lappard、東方等
等…如果你覺得他們太“暴力”，那就請
你先熟悉他們的慢板抒情歌開始，例如
Never say goodbye、I’ll be there for you、
Have you ever need someone so badly等…。
希望他們會讓你欣賞。
另外，感謝你的來信，真是抱歉，你把我
寫得太好了，讓我覺得“擔不起”。又再對
你致歉我回信回得太慢，對不起！
祝 順利 愉快
友 陳信宏 82.11.23 』
看完他的信，我歸納出以下感想： （一） 他一共說了2次請、1次感謝、3次希望、1次致歉、2次抱歉、2次對不起…，真是個 有禮貌的小孩！ （二） 他竟然回信了！他竟然肯回信，沒有被我露骨噁心的言詞嚇昏，沒有認為我是一個 …一個…花痴….竟然肯理我，真是個善良的人！ （三） 他好熱心的介紹我一些西洋音樂，是因為想拉近我們的距離嗎？.….哈哈..想太多 ！ （四） 他答應我將來有機會再讓我聽他唱歌，許多年之後，他實現了他的話，只是沒想到 是用這種方式(發行專輯)來讓我聽到他的"敝作"，而且是讓全亞洲很多人一起聽到！ 之後斷斷續續，從1993到1996年末的3年間，陳信宏總共回了我8封信或卡片，從他回信中 ，我發現一些特點： （一） 每一次回信時間都是3個月以上到半年。 （會不會太久了點，不過我每次都不生氣！而且收到他的回信，可以興奮三個月！） （二） 每一次都是用「限時專送」12元的郵票。 （都已經晚3個月了，限時提早一天寄到有差嗎？可是收到時就會覺得他很有誠意！） （三） 每一次的開頭都是『嗨.展信愉快』或是『嗨』。 （就是不寫我的名字…害羞嗎？） （四） 從他親手畫的生日卡片及信末畫的小插圖看得出，他果然很有美術天份。 （五） 他的簽名在1995年之後改簽「阿信」。 以前的國文課本中，好像有一課叫『父親的十六封信』，而我有『阿信的八封信』。信中 大部分的內容都是在互相打氣，互相鼓勵，說說近況，聊聊興趣，互相祝福…，再平凡不過 的言語，卻給我帶來最大的力量，陪我度過壓力頗大的高中生涯。我們從沒有正面的談到"敏 感"的問題，雖然我一直"明顯"的透露出對他的欣賞！而他總是以不多不少、剛剛好的關懷 ，讓我知道他當我是朋友，而且很高興和我成為朋友。 阿信在最後一封信中寫到『願我們的友情一如金色的海岸線，分享無法言喻的美好。』我 想，海岸線是沒有終點的…
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發表人:Alice
是剛寫好的，大家看看吧！有人問我，為什麼要把這些故事PO上來，我承認，有一小部分是因為"愛現"，我知道很多其他五迷不知道的阿信，另一方面是想和大家分享。而在看到那麼多人的回應之後，我忽然發現，這些故事已經不再是我一個人的秘密了，竟有種鬆了一口氣的感覺，像是可以放下什麼了！希望阿信如果看到我將他的"信"發表出來，不會生我的氣才好。
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伍、洋蔥圈
1994年 7月 師大附中
終於，我的高中生涯，在不停的大考、小考、補習、K書…及最後的聯考中結束了！考完聯考的當天，我回家後做的第一件事情，不是大睡特睡，也不是大肆慶祝，而是立刻提起筆來寫信給他！而這一年的夏天，也是我和他見面最多次的時候，因為1.我考完聯考了，每天都有空！2.他開始高三的暑期輔導了，每天都會在附中！所以，我三不五時就找藉口“殺去”附中找他！
當然，當時的我家教還是很嚴格的，不可能跟媽媽說「媽，我要去附中找男生」，所以每次出門都要編一堆理由，去同學家、去逛街、去買些東西…，其實都是跑去附中“碰運氣”。為什麼說是“碰運氣”呢？因為，並不是每次去都能遇見他。為什麼不是每次去都能遇見他？難道他翹課嗎？哈，才不是呢！其實是因為，有時我到附中時已超過12點，他已經不在教室了，因為他們的暑期輔導都只有半天而已，而我家住在那遙遠又偏僻的木柵山區(當時還沒有捷運)，到附中只有唯一的一班公車”指南3路”，而且又是超難等的那種，所以每次我從出發到達附中門口，都要花至少一個半小時以上！好吧，我只好盡量都10點半之前出門，可是，你也知道，又不能太早出門，因為媽媽都會懷疑，有什麼店是早上10點多就開門的嗎？你這麼早出門要去逛什麼？跟同學約那麼早是要去哪裡？所以有時候，就會”遲到”，就遇不到他了。
還記得第一次要走進附中找他時，很害怕管理校門口的警衛會叫住我，問我要做什麼，很緊張，一直在心底告訴自己，我就假裝自己是個穿便服的附中學生就好了，附中也有女生呀，然後心虛的快速通過，想不到警衛連看都沒看我一眼，一切都是自己心裡有鬼吧。我躡手躡腳地一間間找著他的班級…，啊終於找到了，又輕輕的走回樓梯間，安靜地等他下課，不知道他有在嗎？我心神不寧的一會兒看看手錶，一會兒去洗個手，照照鏡子，撥撥頭髮，心想待會兒他看到我會不會嚇一跳，他的同學都會看到耶，好丟臉喔，要跟他說什麼呢，我只是想來看看他而已…。下課了，教室裡開始有動靜了，我便走向他們教室，向窗邊的同學問『請問…陳信宏在嗎？』我真的好緊張好緊張，本來想好的一堆台詞，一見到他就什麼都忘了！他很客氣的跟我打完招呼後，我先寒喧幾句，『你下課啦』『是呀』…，然後鼓起勇氣問他…『你等一下有空嗎…』，我只是想找他吃個飯，他說『今天剛好有事，同學約我去XXXX….』，我說『喔，這樣啊…那改天…』.然後，就陷入一片冷冷冷！沉默了一會，我只好很無奈的跟他說『那…再見，下次再來看你…. 』。我心中也是有千百個不願意！但是呆立在窗邊的2個人，又沒話說，又有一堆同學在看，怪尷尬的，不得已只好離開了呀。
其實，有見到他還算運氣好，有時晚了一步，他已經不在教室，也不曉得是去吃飯還是去哪裡，我就會在附中校園或附近亂逛，看會不會遇到他。有時逛半天遇不到，我就會去附中對面吃“BURGER KING”，吹吹冷氣休息一下（要知道，當時可是大熱天的暑假的中午，我早已滿頭大汗且肚子咕嚕咕嚕叫了！）記得，每次我都會點洋蔥圈來吃，那年夏天，我不知吃過幾次的洋蔥圈，所以直到現在，只要吃到漢堡王的洋蔥圈，都會想起那個…獨自吃著洋蔥圈的夏天…
陸、可愛加菲貓
1994年 7月 師大附中
有一次，他又不在教室了，他同學跟我說他去打籃球，我就往籃球場走去。天哪，附中的籃球場怎麼那麼大！而且怎麼會有那麼多人同時在打籃球呢？我只好努力地看、用力的找，簡直是海裡撈針！終於，在最靠近右邊，加蓋在教室旁的小型籃球場上，我找到了他！
我在旁默默的看著，不敢去打擾他，他打得算…還好啦…只是動作有像有點不順…，嘻，反正我也看不太懂，只是想偷偷看著他而已。他們打了一陣子，大概覺得熱得受不了，阿信還脫掉了上衣呢，，我不好意思直視，尷尬的轉頭看看球場四周，忽然注意到他們好像沒有準備水，我就想，我要不要去買水給他喝呢，這樣會不會太唐突？可是我又很想表現一下我的體貼，所以決定還是去買水給他們喝；又想到，如果離開去買水，回來時會不會他們已經打完走人了？只好”快步”的走出附中，走過繞很遠才有的斑馬線，到對面便利商店買了最大瓶礦泉水，再提著跑回來，還好，他們還在，我就提著我的”愛心水”等在旁邊。終於他們在休息了，我就拿著我的水走向他，『嗯…給你…』他一開始還很客氣地說不用，但是我說『不要客氣啦，我又喝不完…』他就馬上就改說『謝謝』然後收下了（哈，明明就很想喝吧！）。他拿了水之後立刻打開咕嚕咕嚕灌了好幾大口…然後傳給其他同學一起喝！我在一旁看著，很高興自己能”派上用場”，覺得能為他付出一些心意，真是我的榮幸呀！
有時候，我會找如欣或竹君陪我一起去壯壯膽。記得有一次，是如欣陪我去找他，他說下午跟同學約好要去游泳，如欣就很熱心的幫我問說『那我們可不可以去看你游？』他笑笑的說，『好像不行吧，只有附中學生才能進去…』，因為他要去附中的游泳池，然後我們又問，『那現在你要去哪裡？』，他說要回宿舍拿東西，如欣又很熱心的幫我問說『那我們可不可以去參觀你宿舍？』他又笑笑的說，『好呀，可是很亂喔…』。我跟如欣其實只是隨便問問的，沒想到他竟然沒拒絕！只好硬著頭皮去”參觀”，因為女生跑去參觀男生的房間好像很…奇怪，可是既然他都答應了，好奇心還是戰勝羞恥心，而且我們2個女生，他1個人應該也不能把我們怎樣….哈…又想太多了。
他租了間套房在附中對面，小心地跟著上去，空間不很大，但是東西很多，應有盡有，印象中，左手邊有整櫃滿滿的CD，有一部看起來蠻高級的音響，靠窗戶的牆角擺了把吉他，門口附近有顆籃球…還有隻很可愛的加菲貓電話！我和如欣也不敢走進去，只敢在門口附近看看。記得他後來有拿起了吉他，彈了一下，我永遠記得那個畫面，他背對窗戶拿著吉他，他身後有陽光透過窗戶照進來，他又在”發光”了…而我大概也是那個時候開始喜歡上加菲貓的吧！
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發表人:Alice
回憶真是種奇怪的東西，明明好像忘了，一開始回想，又覺得好像才發生過！而且，有的記憶，是味覺記憶，有的卻是聽覺記憶，或是視覺記憶，每一種又都有不同的感受！
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柒、真實謊言
1994年 7月 西門町
當然，去”拜訪”了那麼多次，老天也總不忍心讓我每次都”向隅”吧！終於有一天，精誠所至金石為開，或說皇天不負苦心人，有個下午他有空了(其實，是上個禮拜又落空之後，特地拜託他本週空出時間來的…他一直是個大忙人呢！)，我約他一起去看電影，他笑嘻嘻的說『好呀…』然後又補了一句『可是…我大部分都看過了…』果然，我問了3~4部我想看的電影，他都已經看過了…(這像是要升高三的學生嗎？天天看電影？會不會太閒了點！哈！)最後，他指著其中一部說『看這個好了…』我看了一下說『你剛剛不是說這個你看過了嗎？』他竟然說『沒關係，我想看第2次…』（天哪！果然是”零用錢”比我多很多的小孩！還可以一片看2.3次！…）他指的那部片名叫做--「魔鬼大帝-真實謊言」！（是現在當上美國某州長的那位演的！前不久還有看到電視重播喔…哈…好懷念！）
而那天，我同樣有找我的死黨陪我，這次是竹君。竹君和如欣不太一樣，她比較不會”熱心”的幫我問一堆”我想問但是不好意思開口”的問題，可是她會”自以為很
識相”的替我製造機會！我本來以為是我們三個人要一起去看電影的，怎料竹君一直
說她有事不得不先走，一直對我”擠眼睛”，說『你們去看就好了啦…我真的有事
啦…我待會就要先走了…』我一直拜託竹君留下來陪我，因為我不敢跟他單獨相處
呀！我之所以每次都會找她們陪，就是因為我害怕呀，怕什麼呢？怕我說不出話來，
怕我跟他冷到極點，怕場面尷尬時沒有人圓場！而有同學在時，她會說我的好話，會
幫我問我想知道卻不好意思問的問題，當真的很冷的時候，我還可以和同學一搭一
唱，不用跟他大眼瞪小眼或是我自言自語…總之，好處很多啦！可是，竹君不知道是
真的有事，還是以為我在裝客氣，執意要走，我只好懷著忐忑的心，跟他去看那部
“好像不是普通級”的電影…。
進到電影院時，燈已經暗了，我們就沒有去找自己的位子坐，就近坐在很前面還有空
位的前面幾排，阿信坐在我的左手邊，我坐在右邊。這是我第一次跟他坐這麼近，只
隔了一個5公分的把手，心臟撲通撲通，很緊張，也很興奮，這也是記憶中少數我們
有真正單獨相處的時候。電影開始了，我們就同時坐在那裡…欣賞阿諾的電影。我承
認有偷偷的瞄了他的右臉幾次…應該是十幾次啦…哈！可是，他好像看得很專心…。
剛才之所以有說”好像不是普通級”的電影，是因為我記得有一幕，是劇中阿諾的老
婆大跳”艷舞”的那一段，現在看起來只覺得很好笑，可是對當時才十八歲、還是
個”純情少女”的我來說，看到這一幕時，尷尬得不得了！根本不敢看向左邊…而且
幾乎想用手遮住自己的臉，一點都笑不出來！你相信嗎，我們從電影開始到結束，沒
有交談過一句話，沒有任何的”眼神交集”，更沒有任何的”肢體接觸”…就這樣，
我們”純”看完了電影，走出電影院後，仍然很尷尬的沒說什麼話…（哈，當時的我
們怎麼會那麼的…那麼的尷尬呢？）
後來，該回家了，因為他住在附中對面，我又不會從西門町坐公車回我家（我是
個標準的路痴），所以就一起從西門町坐公車到附中下車，我再轉車回家。到附中之
後，我們一起走到我那唯一會坐的一班公車“指３”的站牌後，體貼又極有紳士風度
的阿信，竟然表示要陪我等公車！我連忙說『不用了啦…你先回去啦…我自己等就可
以了…』可是…阿信仍然笑嘻嘻的說『沒關係…看你上公車我再走…』我…我真是受
寵若驚呀！我根本沒有”奢望”過阿信會這樣對我呢…「他為什麼要陪我等公車
呢？…」也許，他只是認為這是基本的”禮儀”？…或者，只是他的一種”習
慣”？…也或許，是他對我”特別”的禮遇？天曉得，我就偷偷的當作是第三種可能
好了…我上了公車之後，帶著暖暖的心、傻傻的笑，一直猜想一直猜想…
捌、生日快樂
1994年7月28日 海霸王餐廳.某家KTV
人對於過生日的期待，會隨著年齡而有不同，中小學時代，人緣好不好，卡片禮物多不多，是一件很重要的事！我生日是在暑假，每年都很慘，同學不是回鄉下就是根本就忘了，只有最要好的1.2個會記得要幫我慶祝；不像姊姊的生日是在5月份，隨便號召一下，就會有十多個同學到家裡開生日派對，而且禮物、卡片一大堆！年少時期的我，每年都覺得好忌妒。
然而十八歲那年的生日，我忽然不在乎同學是否記得了，我只在乎…”陳信宏”能不能陪我過生日呢？
於是，二週前我就先跟他預告了『嗯…下下週四是我的生日…不知道那天你下課後有沒有空呢…』他笑著說『應該有空吧…』。隔了一週，我怕他忘了，又跟他提醒了一次『下週四7月28日，我生日，記得一起去吃飯喔…』他依然笑笑的說『好啊…』。到了前一天我仍不放心，再度跑去跟他確認『你明天會來吧…你下課後12點半在XX路上的海霸王餐廳喔！』他始終保持他迷人的笑容說『好…』。然後，到了7月28日當天，不知怎麼地，我就是很害怕他會”落跑”，所以臨時又打了通電話給竹君…『妳可不可以提早出門，陪我去附中等他下課…』哈！我們決定親自去附中”架”他過來！我們在附中校門口等了頗久，心想，人都快走光了他怎麼還沒出來？不會真的落跑了吧！！還好，這時他終於出現了，還換好了便服(哈！原來是去換衣服呀，還真愛漂亮！)，白色T恤加一件米色背心，看起來像個陽光大男孩，好cute喔，讓我眼睛為之一亮！
終於，人都到齊了，我一共找了姊姊、竹君、宛淑、如欣和他共6個人一起吃飯(只有他一個男的他竟然還敢來…喔…對了…是我逼人家來的呀…哈！)。海霸王餐廳，是火烤兩吃、自己拿料吃到飽的那種，當天我不知是太緊張還是太興奮（手大概還會抖吧），我夾的東西竟不小心掉下來，把醬油噴到了他的袖子上！當場真是糗斃了！手忙腳亂的想幫他擦，又覺得不好意思怕會碰到他的手…心情因此受到不小影響…有點悶悶不樂…一直擔心我在他面前的形象全毀了！（當天所拍的照片中，他T恤袖口還可清楚看到醬油印子呢，哈！）
吃飽之後，我們還訂了包廂去唱KTV。我的那些好同學們，故意把我的位置排在他旁邊，還一直拼命幫我們點男女對唱的歌。我雖然”位置”是在他旁邊，但是我們真的好害羞，坐得很開，中間的空位幾乎可以再塞2個人！因為覺得他很會唱歌，所以在他面前都不太敢唱，很沒自信，唱得”二二六六”的，更覺得難為情了！我有偷偷的觀察他，他唱歌的時候會用雙腳輪流打拍子，唱到高音時，有時會有點小”破音”，但還是覺得他唱歌好好聽喔！他每唱完一首歌，我們都會很誇張的為他”熱烈鼓掌”，把他當明星一樣捧！(當時還不曉得他後來會真的成為明星呢！)而他總是很害羞的笑笑並微微搖頭…表示唱得不好，真是謙虛又可愛呀！
歡樂的時光總是過得特別快，終於要曲終人散了，在離開包廂的走廊上，他拿出了一包東西給我，祝我生日快樂，我有點驚訝，並不曉得他還有準備禮物。打開看，是一張他親手畫的卡片及一盒有星座圖案的彩色鉛筆！卡片是用畫素描常用的那種白色有些厚度的紙，裁成一般卡片大小，上面用黑色簽字筆畫了一堆可愛的卡通圖案，有老鼠.有小狗.有水果.有蔬菜.有小丑.有怪物…圍繞著「HAPPY BIRTHDAY」…畫得滿滿的一張，卡片裡面則畫了一個蛋糕，寫著「生日快樂！祝你這一歲的每一天、都有一個好的開始、一個好的心情！ 友 陳信宏」
這是我第一次收到親手畫的卡片呢，他竟然這麼用心！而送我的一盒彩色鉛筆，更讓我溫暖在心底，因為我在信上提過我也喜歡塗鴉，他應該是記得我這樣說過，才送我彩色鉛筆鼓勵我畫畫吧！我捧著他的卡片和禮物，感動得想哭…
十八歲的生日，對我來說…就像作夢一樣…不想醒來…
玖、傷心酒店
1994年9月9日
我家
也不知道是為什麼，自從遇見他的那天開始，我對他的感覺，就像是在”迷戀一個偶像” ，可能是他真的太優秀了吧，反正就是和以往暗戀其他男生的感覺完全不一樣！和他說話時 ，腦筋會變笨、動作會遲鈍、心跳會加速、會不停偷笑、會不停的談論著他、到處宣傳他的 好，他的一舉一動都令我著迷，所有和他的接觸，都感覺像上天的”恩賜”！也因此，我一 直覺得我們之間有著好遙遠的距離，越喜歡他，越覺得自己不可能和他有”結果”…雖然有 這樣的自知之明，可是可是…當我收到”大學放榜通知單時”，我還是好想哭喔！我們之間 的距離已經很遙遠了，如果再加上”實際”的距離，那豈不是幾乎會斷了線嗎！…我考到了 一所台中的大學，就要離開”有陳信宏的台北了”！嗚~嗚~（心底隱約傳來老媽的聲音：妳 這個不孝女…只想到陳信宏…就沒想到要離開父母嗎？…哈…慚愧…） 但是，真的真的，最最捨不得的就是他呀！好不容易跟他有些”進展”（其實根本八字都 還沒一撇！），我們就要分隔兩地了，一想到這，就會把”錄取國立大學要當大學生了”的 喜悅都趕跑了。唉…沒辦法，只能好好把握這最後能相處的機會，希望留下”夠多”的回憶 ，好讓我帶去台中慢慢回味！所以，我大膽的提出了一個”得寸進尺”的要求…『嗯…你能 不能來我家玩呀…』，我繼續說『因為我9月10日就要下台中去新生報到了呀…以後可能就很 難有機會能見面了…所以…你來我家玩好不好…就當作是…最後一夜….啊說錯了啦….是 最後的溫柔…啊又說錯了啦…是讓我能好好看夠你…』哈！以上是心裡的OS啦！故意嚇你們 的！其實我真正說出口的，只有說到『我9月10日就要去台中新生報到了…』，然後他應該就 明白了，所以他又”善良”的笑著說『好…』。哈，他真的答應了！ 到底來我家有啥好玩的呢？嗯，我爸有買卡拉OK呀，還有裝錄音機呀…嘿嘿嘿，沒錯，我 要把他的歌聲錄下來，帶去台中聽！當天家裡當然還是有竹君、如欣等人一起陪我，不過我 已經忘了當天是如何把我爸媽支開的了…嘻！ 他也許是天生當明星的料吧，剛該始很害羞、很謙虛，一拿到麥克風又唱得很賣力，唱不 好還會要求從來一次！他先和如欣”對唱”了一首「傷心酒店」（為什麼我會將如此難得的 機會讓給如欣呢？只怪當時的我實在是太害羞了…現在想想好後悔喔！）這是我第一次聽到 他唱台語歌呢…那獨特又極富感情的嗓音，讓我們驚為天人！然後他又唱了一首「用心良苦 」，唱到最後副歌升KEY時，他特有的”破音”又出現了，哈，但仍是一個好聽！ 也不曉得阿信是因為我快要「走」了，所以對我的要求特別大方，還是他骨子裡就有”愛 現”的本性，叫他自彈自唱給我們聽，他也沒有拒絕，我二話不說，把我姐的吉他拿來塞給 他，他還幫我姐先把音調準一點…我又叫老弟把優客李林、周華健、張信哲…等專輯的歌詞 本通通拿來。接著，他就接受我們的點歌，陸續自彈自唱了三首：「不知所措」、「其實不 想走」、「別怕我傷心」…我們幾個聽得如痴如醉、崇拜不已！我一邊忙著錄音一邊強忍心 中的悸動，感動得不敢相信這是真的…陳信宏在唱歌給我聽耶！最後我又要求他唱一首我最 喜歡的英文歌「I’ll be there for you」，他也笑著點點頭了…。然後，就在他溫柔動人 的歌聲中，我錄下了「陳信宏個人第一捲專輯」！ 這捲錄音帶…是阿信送給我最珍貴的禮物…陪我度過無數個…在異鄉…想念他的夜晚…
(故事寫到這裡…要告一段落了…你們發現了嗎…『1994年9月9日 第玖篇 傷心酒店』…取 其999999之含義…希望我們最愛的五月天能一直陪伴我們到久久久久久久！)
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(Alice 後記)
信仰
雖然說，我沒有“正面”的問過陳信宏“敏感的話題”，但是，我有“側面”的請竹君、 如欣去幫我問問他的“心意”… 當天，我求竹君跟如欣去附中問他，而我“膽小”的在躲家裡等候問到的結果。我在家中分秒坐立難安，終於，電話響了…其實，我心裡早就已經大概知道他的想法，從他對我“客客氣氣”的態度，我想我知道答案，可是當我聽完竹君的轉述，我還是難過的當場留下淚來 『他說…大家都是好朋友…』，竹君關心的問『妳…還好吧…不可以哭喔….』，我強忍著聲 音不要被聽出來『嗯…沒事啦…我早就猜到了…嗯….謝謝…』，然後，我狂哭了一下午… 一晚上…。 我就只問過這麼一次，從此不敢再開口，受過傷的心特別怕痛吧！於是，當我到台中生活 之後，有對我好的人出現時，面對「遙不可及的夢想」和「伸手可得的幸福」，我想，大多 數聰明的人，都會跟我有同樣的選擇。
學過物理的人應該知道什麼叫「能量不滅定律」，例如：「動能」永遠不會消失，不是轉 化成「位能」就是轉化成「熱能」。而「愛」也是一種能量，如果沒有轉換成「恨」，就是 會昇華…昇華成「友誼」，或是像我一樣，昇華為「信仰」。我根本無法恨他呀，他對我很 好，對我的要求都很大方，對我的用心我都能感覺到，他只是不愛我…但除此之外，他把我 當成好朋友的誠意根本沒話說。所以，我把對他的感情昇華為”信仰上帝”一般…「他能給 我帶來力量，卻永遠不會是能在身邊照顧我的人」。而這兩種角色，是完全不衝突、也無法 互相取代的！ 看過電影「時光機器」嗎？男主角永遠改變不了他女朋友會死的命運，因為就是他女朋友 的死，他才發明出時光機器的，「女朋友的死」是「前因」，「發明時光機器」是「結果」 ，結果是永遠無法改變原因的；而同樣的，是因為當時我認識了陳信宏(前因)，才會有現在 這樣「樂觀、有自信、熱愛唱歌、熱愛生命」我(結果)！喜歡這樣的我的人，只能接受全部的我。是不可能改變“阿信是我記憶中、生命中的一部份”的事實的！…我承認，我現在還是十分“欣賞”阿信，但是我知道，這不會影響我對我身邊的人的愛！而我很幸運的，遇到一位明理善良的”真命天子”！ 我想，只要你對身邊的人是真的關心，不要因為偶像而忽略了他的感受，他是不應該對「 上帝」吃醋的…他只是個信仰而已…
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(能一字不漏﹐讀完整篇故事的人﹐我給予熱烈的掌聲﹗了不起﹗哈哈。。。)
我的後記﹕感覺甜甜的。有一點小感動。當然﹐也很羨慕Alice。畢竟﹐這種回憶﹐不是每個人都能擁有的。^-^
2004年7月12日 星期一
Jokes Time!!!
(1)
One day an evil witch took over the forest,
''One-by-one, all of you useless animals have to come up here
and tell a joke... if everybody laughs, you will be spared... or else I'll cut off your head!''
The monkey went up first and told such a funny joke that all the
animals laughed except for a tortoise.. so the witch cut off his head.
Next, a giraffe went up and she, in turn told a joke that set
all the animals off laughing... but still, the tortoise did not
laugh... so the witch cut off her head.
Then, the rabbit went up... but before she could say a word, the
tortoise started laughing....
''Why are you laughing you stupid tortoise?'' the witch asked.
''The monkey's joke was very funny!'' was the reply.....
wauahhahahaaa....
(2)
One day, Mr. Caterpillar decided to hitch a ride to town. As he
was standin by the roadside, a family of bees came by in a little
car and offered him a ride.
Gratefully, he accepted. After putting along merrily for a few
kilometers,the engine sputtered and the car rolled to a halt. Without saying a word, Papa Bee alighted and urinated into the fuel intake. When he turned the starter, the engine started up much to MrCaterpillar's amazement!
However, he did not say a word. The car went on for quite some
distance before e engine died again. This time, it was Mother Bee who urinated into e fuel intake, and again, the car started up after that.
The process was then repeated again for Baby Bee.
By the time the engine died for the fourth time, the little car
was only a few kilometers from town. Not wanting to appear unsophisticated, Mr Caterpillar got out of the car without a word, and started opening the fuel cap.
In a flash, Papa Bee got out of the car. "What are you doing?"
asked Papa Bee.
"I'm going to piss in the fuel intake, just like you did", said
Mr Caterpillar.
"Oh, no", said Papa Bee patiently, "that won't do. This car only
runs on Bee Pee (BP)."
wauauhahahahaaa....
2004年7月8日 星期四
oh manz... rainy day... i feel veri l a z y now... haha... feel like combinin my body wif the sofa or my bed again... =P i am re-readin hong lou meng for the past few days... my understandin of it is like 100 times more than when i BRAVELY go for A's~ then.. copin well wif econs for the time being... my slowest progress is maths... ANIWAE i hope i can go faster for everything... my speed is badz...
anw haf a farni dream yesterdae... dreamt of alynna.. PR... vOn... lUm... pOk... lOo... myself yesterdae! haha it's our first day of school at a new sch... then the sch's policy quite weirdz.... we can choose what class we want to be in... and as long as we queue up 2gether.. we will be in the same class~ so obviously we queue 2gether EXCEPT for lUm and vOn lohz~ hahaha dey queue elsewhere lohz!! we chAtz and chAtz... then... vOn n lUm came to take something... then... we psycho them to queue 2gether and we are 2gether hahaha yupz dats the dreamz.... got another dream oso quite weirdz but i lazy to say le haha...
btw i borrowed some euro countries travel magazines frm the library~ ahha suddenly interested lohz.... when i look at the pictures i feel a sense of thrill manz~ how nice will it be if i am there now wOhoo! i wanna fly there~ i wanna stay there for a few mths~! i wanna go there and slack my time away! i wanna enjoy the air there! i wanna sit on their trains and watch the change of scenery and pple frm place to place~! BUT......... no money lehz... haha.... sadcase..... BUT... my dream will cum true someday... bcos... i believe in it!!! ^-^
take care everyOne~
p.s. gladys goin taiwan on sunday! shuang lohz~ haha enjoy urself k??? take carez~!!!!!!!
2004年7月5日 星期一
portugal lost.... after 8 hrs... i still feel sadz by their lost.... ronaldo tears is so heart breakin lohz..... i noe dey are not dat gd yesterdae... and i admit dat greece defence & team spirit rox lohz.... but i jus feel weird... abit de unbalanced... dunnoe wats up wif me....
anw i am feelin real blue now lohz... and of cos it's not all bcos of the match lah.... jus thinkin bout the futurez.... yeapz...
2004年7月4日 星期日
hey manz pple~ if you are boredz at home... go play this mayday memory game~!!! Save it in your com ba~ it dun take much space~
http://www.mayday-5.com/downloads/game.zip
rather challenging~!!! there are 5 stages to the game... so far i haf reach stage 5 ONLY ONCE and i cannot complete stage 5 at all.... it jus get more and more confusin... leadin to BRAIN DEAD.... haha...
if anione can complete the 5 stages... remember to inform me hoh... =P
WARNING: You must be real patient AND you must haf great DETERMINATION.....
2004年7月2日 星期五
2004年7月1日 星期四
wohOo~ woke up at near noon 2dae~ haha... watched Portugal VS Netherlands till 4.30am.... pretty gd match... BUT Holland defence quite weak i think...
anw i support pOrtUgaL!!! (despite the fact dat dey are the ones who kicked england out of euro~) think dey are realli good... their goals are swift and beautiful~! i was real amazed by Figo... wohoo.... wonderful.... i like ronaldo oso... heehee....
yeapz... so the match ended wif a score of portugal 2 Netherlands 1 (it's a own goal somemore lohz... haha)
2dae Czech Republic VS Greece... think i will watch again~! i want Czech to win cos i will like to see Portugal playin against Czech haha yeapzz~!
WoHoo~ EurO rOx~!!!
2004年6月27日 星期日
yeahz... it's 1.37am now... dun haf the urge to sleep yet =P nuthin much to update actualli... jus wanna comment on the two movies i watched recently... i watched Windstruck (Ye Man Shi Jie)on friday... i'll rate it a 3.78/5 movie... think it's realli quite good... farnie... touchin... earnin my laughter and tears... i think the director mixed the different genres quite well leh... n i think the leadin actor and actress haf chemistry oso leh haha.... yeapz... i heard bad comments frm the media bout the show... but i still insist on watchin... maybe bcos i trust the sassy ger director? =P for those of you hu haf watched it... i wanna say dat i am touched by the piano keys part... where the male lead painted the black keys white... =P i oso like the scene whereby all the paper windmills turn... =P the endin is illogical BUT i accepted it and i like lehz... i guess there's no need to be too logical ritez? haha it's jus a movie for pple to relax lohz =P SO my conclusion is.. it's a pretty good choice!!! yeahZ!!!
then... watched The Best Bet yesterdae at Junction 8 wif my biao mei... hmmm... i wun rate the movie.... but i think it's quite oKaY ^-^ (although i was irritated by the veri frequent 拜六禮拜﹐會不會開commercials on MRTs.... the TV... the radio...) it's a veri personalised singaporean movie.... i like the fact dat dey used alot of dialects.... quite entertainin.... the actors n actresses performed well... rather natural~ SO my conclusion is... it's a "no-harm watchin" movie =P
later got euro match... but i m not realli interested.... most probably i wun watch later.... btw i was shocked by the fact dat france lost to greece... my dad was pretty impressed by greece skills and fighting spirit.... hmmm... me no comments lah........................ ENGLAND ROX! hahaha.... ardent fan siaz...
btw my mum quite 欣賞 Wilber lehz... haha... was quite stunned when she told me dat he's quite gd..... YUPZ HE'S GOOD! but my mum seldom 欣賞年輕一代的歌手的... haha watever~
oKay i gOnna go sleepz le!!!!
It's gonna be a wonderful sunday!!!!! taKe caRe my fRieNds!!!!!
2004年6月25日 星期五
現在是11點10分。。。剛起床。。。看Euro-England VS Portugal的比賽﹐看到凌晨5點半。也不知道為什麼﹐一起床﹐就有bloggin的衝動。
情牽England的我﹐怎能不看呢﹖
而結果﹖當然讓我有些失望。
雙方在90分鐘的比賽裡以1比1打合。(在80多分鐘左右﹐England明明又進球﹐誰知裁判卻說不算﹗沒辦法。。。裁判最大lohs。。。)
在加時賽的第20多分鐘﹐Portugal進球了﹗天啊﹗我整個人呆掉了。。。什麼跟什麼啊。。。那時的我﹐心中覺得England大勢以去﹐卻始終希望奇跡出現。。。
球是圓的。奇跡果然發生了。
加時第25分鐘左右﹐England的Lampard用頭頂進了一粒神聖的球。我在沙發上狂叫﹗(結果把媽媽吵醒了。。。而我爸呢﹖如果吵醒他﹐我必定死路一條。幸好﹐那時的他﹐正在與我一同觀看球賽。。。哈哈。。。)
2比2。加時賽也打合了。只好用點球來決定勝負。
第一粒球﹐由Beckham操刀。結果﹖他MISS了。(在他踢那粒球之前﹐我就有預感說他可能踢不進﹐因為在我印象中﹐他好像常常踢不進點球。可能是captain的壓力太大﹐可能是不擅長踢點球﹐總之﹐他踢沖天炮時﹐我沒有太大的驚訝﹐只是覺得﹐What a way to start the first ball...)
之後﹐大家都輕而易舉地把球踢進龍門。我心想﹐如果Portugal的球員都順利把球踢進去﹐Beckham就慘了﹗﹗﹗哈哈﹐結果﹐一個長的有點"suay"的Portugal球員﹐把球踢歪了﹗爽死了﹗
點球也平手了。
現在﹐只要有人踢進或踢不進球﹐比賽就有結果了。
結果﹐England的球被守門員擋住了。而Portugal也把關鍵性的一粒球﹐踢進去了。Portugal贏了。England輸了。
相當刺激的一場比賽。不到最後﹐真的不知鹿死誰手。
在新加坡﹐支持England的人應該很多很多。So,那一個凌晨﹐和我一同失望的人﹐也很多很多吧。。。其實﹐也沒有去覺得England會得到本賽冠軍﹐心態上﹐只希望他們能過越多關越好。。。
猜我夢到了什麼﹖哈哈。。。我夢到了Beckham當守門員。。。那時是Portugal的球員要踢十二碼罰球。Beckham故意不守龍門﹐讓Portugal的球員“自由活動”。但是﹐Portugal的球員﹐既然在沒有守門員的情況下﹐把球踢歪了﹗哈哈。。。
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
We're devastated: Lampard
England midfielder Frank Lampard said Sven Goran Eriksson's players were 'devastated' after Portugal ended their Euro 2004 dreams with a dramatic 6-5 penalty shootout victory in a pulsating quarter-final.
Lampard said it would take 'a long time' for the players to get over the setback after the host nation took full advantage of shootout misses by David Beckham and Darius Vassell.
Portugal keeper Alexandre Ricardo stepped up to score the decisive kick, and Chelsea midfielder Lampard admitted: 'The dressing room is devastated. Everyone is so quiet. To go out on penalties is the biggest kick in the teeth you can have in football.
'We have worked very hard to get here, and we felt we could go all the way in this tournament.
'We don't want to go on holiday now. We wanted to stay here for the rest of the tournament - and now we are not here.'
Lampard was convinced that Sol Campbell's seemingly legitimate 90th minute goal, ruled out by the referee, should have stood.
Chelsea defender John Terry was adjudged to have fouled Ricardo as Campbell nodded the ball home, but Lampard said: 'I could see that John had hardly touched their keeper, and I think the linesman was running back to the halfway line to give the goal.
'But the referee had decided not to give it when there was nothing wrong. That makes it even worse for all of the lads.'
Striker Michael Owen, who gave England an early lead, added: 'It's a big disappointment - and it always seems to happen to us.
'Tournaments come along every two years, so you can't expect to win everything. But going out on penalties again is a bitter blow, although they put theirs away really well.'
The striker also said he could see nothing wrong with Campbell's 'goal', and drew comparisons with the 1998 World Cup, when the same player had what looked like a late winner controversially ruled out against Argentina.
'It was the same then - he scored a perfectly good goal,' Owen said. 'I should have scored with a header before, to be honest, but I got a nudge and the ball clipped off my shoulder. I couldn't see anything wrong with the goal.'
During the shootout, several players trod down what seemed to be a disintegrating penalty spot, and Owen explained: 'The pitch is sand-based, and we trained there yesterday.
'We took penalties, and the way a lot of people take penalties puts a lot of pressure on the standing foot. It gave way at the other end yesterday in the practice.'
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2004年6月22日 星期二
(extract from mayday 613 concert in shanghai)
阿信說：
「高中沒有留過級的請舉手。」
4只手舉了起來，阿信卻沒有。
「其實我以前學校都會把成績單貼在校門口，大家找我的成績很簡單，從最後開始，
第一秒就可以看到啦！」
全場哄笑起來。
「讀過大學的請舉手。諺明不許舉手哦。」
諺明的手僵在半空中，其他4人幸災樂禍。
「大學有被退學的，請把手放下。」
阿信和石頭的手慢慢放了下來，瑪莎和怪獸歡呼相擁了在一起。
「大學因為論文沒有交，而不合格，沒有畢業的，請把手放下。」
瑪莎沮喪地放下了手，大家為怪獸而歡呼。
「大學因為體育課不合格，不夠學分，也沒畢業的，把手放下。」
怪獸的最後堅持的手也放了下來。
全場都笑了。
「看來，壞孩子都去玩音樂了。」
「不過，好學生都來看演唱會了，是不是？！」
一片雀躍：「是！」
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2004年6月8日 星期二
wOhoo!!!! eUnice u rOcKs!!!!! I AM SUPER HAPPY NOW!!!! GLAD DAT YOU CAN STUDY WAT U WANT!! WOHOO!!!!!!!!! I LIKE GOOD NEWS!!!! (WHO LIKES BAD NEWS ANIWAE... AHAHAHA~) TYPIN IN CAPITAL LETTERS ROX OSO!!! AHAHAHAA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JIA YOU EVERYONE!!!!!!
AND....
CHERISH YOUR DREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =p
2004年6月4日 星期五
2004年6月2日 星期三
yeahz pple~ it's veSak dAy! no work 2dae! cheers! haha... but no activity 2dae lah... never go temple to pray & to eat zhai.. jus stay at home and rOt!!! hahaha rottin rOx BIGTIME! btw quite disappointed dat there's nuthin much on tv... wanna watch wan quan yu le actualli BUT was quite pengz to realise dat there's no wan quan yu le 2dae so i ended up watchin my brother's NEW la bi xiao xin serial hahaha pretty entertaining~!!!
btw i gonna end my maybank work on 19 jUne~ so it's like 'bout 2 weeks plus more! will i miss the days there? mAybe! =)
ani1 wif eyes shld haf notice dat i haf finally change my blogskin~ and the credit goes to..... ..... .... (drUms).... eUnice QueK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (penGz -_-") thAnkS! ^-^
oKay lah! i shall end here! nuthin much to update oSo! take caRe everyOne!!!!!
p.s. gladys & shuwen, ani plans for sheuying's bdae? =)
2004年5月9日 星期日
lake odyssey not badz.... there's a weird feelin in my heart when i listen to the sch song bein played... i remembered the tune and the words... i was touched.... it's like... it haf been a long time since i last sang/listen to the chung cheng sch song..... i still love the sch.... and i am glad dat i was part of the sch... i am proud of the sch..... yeapz.... whenever i thought of the sch... the beautiful memories came back... my drama memories.... my friendship memories.... the performance was gd.... and somehow i m glad dat the chung cheng culture is not lost... =)
p.s. haha gladys shuwen lOo... our seats realli TOP seats ah hahaahahahahhahaa.......
went to the tJ lu yuan 2dae.... was gOod oso~ once again i am proud of my juniors... dey did a gd jOb~ saw a lot of familiar faces there... saw a lot of chung cheng drama juniors there oSo... feel happy to be able to click and talk as happily as last time wif my last yr dao ju grp pple =) the feelin is warming.. yeapz =)
ahaha i gonna go check out webby if wu yue tian got win ani award in the taiwan music awards..... =P
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DEY WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mAyDay rOxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2004年5月1日 星期六
tryin to motivate myself to study everything again..... how i wish i can heng heng get into uni..... haiz........ i wanna say dat i m not pessimistic now... jus SIANZ to a CERTAIN extent.... imagine... study everything AGAIN!?! yeapz..... but... I AM NOT ALONE =P hey yOz PR & shifu must work hard! then PR, still feelin stunned & lost bout not workin? JIA YOU le~ wish you get into the momentum of studyin soOn =P then lOo... u dun worry too much okay? around two yrs ago... u told me dat 'there's definitely a path for everyone'.... i blieve in wat u say... so... blieve in urself oso =) then hUi ah... watcha doing now? haha... hows preparation for the chinese exam? if u need help, just shout for help hoh!! wuahahhaa... aniwae i quite long time nv see lUm and pOk le... pOk ah whenever i am at marina sq... i will pretend to pass by Brekz hahaha but alwaes nv see you leh! hahahaha sadcase! =P
aniwae... it's LABOUR DAY 2dae!!!! and do u noe wat it means? it's........ the FIRST day May! heehee.... i like the month of May.... COS.......... i like mayday wu yue tian mah!!! haha..... now i noe why i am workin at MAYbank...... hehehe...........
2004年4月26日 星期一
lalalaa my last entry was like about 2 wks ago... haha.... must update abit le... hmmm.... haf been workin and workin and workin AND workin.... ahha... sounds like a workaholic? BUT i am CONFIRM NOT.... hahaa.... aniwae wrk quite bz in a way cOs there's alwaes stuffs to do.... sAme BUT different stuffs.. hahaaa dunno how to xplain... yupz and my mood at work is usually quite happy~ cRappin and cRappin.. LaminG and LamInG~ hahaa sUaNin and SuAnin... 'aRgUe' and 'ArgUe'... 'fightIn' and FiGhtin'... O YA not forgettin EATING AND EATING... we almost alwaes haf snacks on our table... even if we dun haf... ahhaha the pple there will offer us food~ (so here i am gettin fatter and fatter.... sadcase....) wauhahahaa... wat a life! hahaaa quite gd at wrk BUT sometimes i will miss the times i slack at home without a jOb~ =P (o ya... i 4got to mention dat there's alwaes fm933 'playin' from my dear mini radio ahhaa....) hmm..... do i sound like a slacker at WORK?????????? NO WAY!!!!!!!!!! i am not!!!!! I AM JUST enjoying and workin at the same time oKaY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yawnzzzzzzz............... it's 10.30pm now........... and i am tiredzzzzzz........ (ACTUALLI i am not tired lah... wauhahahahaa..... it's jus a way to end tis blog entry.... haha...... =P) i wAnna go sLeepZ le.... (as if....... i gonna go watch VCD lohz..... wuahahhahaaa) yawnz...... so take gd care pple!!!!!!!!!!!! G D N I T E Z ! ! !
2004年4月13日 星期二
我不捨得洗手。。。
原來﹐
真的有不捨得洗手這種事。。。
沒體驗過﹐
還真不知道。。。
哈哈。。。
昨天去了五月天的簽名會﹗﹗﹗ 哈哈哈﹗近距離接觸喔。。。 哈哈。。。有握手喔。。。有眼神的交會喔。。。哈哈。。。阿信帥喔。。。。怪獸也不賴。。。五個人都不錯。。。他們都好誠懇喔。。。阿信還是雙手緊握的那種。。。 哈哈。。。。哈哈。。。。。。哈哈。。。。。。。。爽喔。。。。 哈哈。。。。。。(容許我發花痴吧﹗﹗﹗﹗) 簽名會結束後﹐還跑去大廈後門等他們出來。。。。cLoSe vieW siaz........ 而他們在小巴上﹐也向歌迷們揮手道別。。。。。
相當珍惜這樣的一天。。。。 畢竟﹐一生中能有幾次呢﹖
好青春的一天喔。。。。。。
ANIWAE.... 不洗手還真是一件不容易的事喔﹗所以。。。。。。 我有洗手啦﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗
所有的朋友們﹗祝大家都有美好的每一天﹗﹗﹗
*五月天﹗﹗﹗﹗五月天﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗五月天﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗*
*盈*
2004年4月5日 星期一
yeahz... went back to din tai fung yesterdae wif hui... loo... PR.. shifu... i was a little little little bit stun when i noe dat we'll be sittin at my section... but somehow i dcide to face it! when i reach din tai fung i dcide to da da fang fang say "Hi! ni men hai ji de wo ma?"dey were rather shock to see me and i feel real happy to be able to see them again! i tok to them for a little little while...... i din feel kan ga at all (i thought i will)... in fact i was really happy to be back~!! i feel comfortable there... i was real glad to be back! INDEED i once mentioned dat i dun like my work there.... but for those of u hu cld remember.... i did mentioned dat i like the pple there! aniwae, b4 we order our food... Xiao Bao (one of my goody ex 'shifu') bring me a very nice lookin 'xiao cai' (appetizer) to my table.... hmm... i was abit stun... i said "we din order this" then i look at him... haha he gif me the weird weird look.... then i get his point... haha the xiao cai is on-the-house..... but mus keep quiet lah..... haha yeapz.... i was somehow touch by tis... yeapz.... aniwae.... b4 we left... i said 'Bye!' to them... then dey ask me how am i.... i told them dat i am workin at maybank... then dey ask me "hows ur backbone? feelin better?" (cos i used my backbone problem as an xcuse to quit.....) i felt guilty at dat moment.... but i m touched too... cos dey remember me... yeapz.... then Xiao Bao said "Bye! Xiao Ying!" (cos my name at din tai fung is 'xiao ying' OR 'xiao mei4' haha) i was touched again..... yeapz....
but after dat... i was sadz... i wun elaborate too much..... but i feel sadz bcos somehow.. i feel dat din tai fung is different le..... the pple there dun look enthusiatic animore... dey look tired.... dey look sianz..... dey used to haf a bright smile on their face... dey used to welcome every customers wif the most welcoming tone! but i din see all dat yesterday..... yeapz.... i realli think dat something haf happen... leadin to the so called 'low morale'...... i duunoe... but i really wish to see the din tai fung i used to see again...... yeapz.... sadz..... i m happy to be back bcos the knot in my heart is no longer there..... but i am sadz to be back.... bcos like wat lOo haf said... din tai fung haf somehow lose its culture.......... hope dats not true..... i will be back again to prove myself wrong......... yeapz....
aniwae... went to Party World ktv after dat.. haha somehow it look like a nightclub style ktv to me wuahahahahahahaa..... then on my way home.... i realised dat my wallet was missing! pengz..... cannot find..... cum on loh... it's the crowded orchard rd loh.... i was feelin dazed & blurz.... (oni those hu haf lost their wallets b4 can understand....) no money to go hm hahaa.... so borrowed money frm lOo to buy a new eZlink card.... BUT there's nuthin much in the wallet wuahahahaa..... no money!!! COS I SPEND ALL MY MONEY!!! (btw PR luckily i returned u the 2 dollars for the cake OR ELSE i will haf lost 2 bucks hahaha) NO IC! cos i took it out jus recently! (at 1st i thought my IC was inside hahaaa.... but suddenly remembered dat it was not.... ahha heng ah....) my posb.. ezlink card... library card was inside... but i cancelled and blocked everything le heehee..... so din lose much actually... my wallet abit spoilt also hahahaha..... BUT i lOST a doreamon pouch!!!!!! i like it so much......... sadz......................
my mood was quite gd 2dae~ haha no monday blues... was happy at work... time passes really fast.. b4 i knew it... IT WAS END OF DAY! WOW!!!! hahaha how i wish everyday is like dat! aniwae wanna concentrate on watchin Xi Jie last episode now haha so END OF ENTRY! take care pPle!!!
2004年4月4日 星期日
woHoo 2molo goin to din tai fung to eat... yummy... somehow.. i realli miss the food there..... it's definitely much much better than its so-called "rival" Fei Cui.... ahahha..... but SERIOUSLY.... i feel abit kan ga going back.... i used to work there mahz.... i dun realli pai chi the work VERY MUCH jus dun like the work lohz ahhaa.... yeapzz... i am kan ga bcos of my IMMEDIATE RESIGNATION mahz haha..... dey teach me quite a lot of things... and i left jus like dat........ paisehz....... aniwae hope noone will recognise me hahaa..... i wanna be under disguise...... maybe i will make my face "black-black" wif charcoal to prevent anione frm noein who am i.... hiakz hiakz hiakz... smart hoh???? hahaha pengzzz....... by doing dat... i may attract more attention instead WAUHAHAHHAHAAA... aniwae.... haha i m lookin 4ward to it! BUT hopefully we are not seated at my section lohz!!!!!! or else i BIG PENGZ! okay i gonna be the customer of din tai fung 2molo..... hahahaa
2004年3月23日 星期二
I dun like office politics..... hu like it aniwae... it's definitely childish.... like some primary sch children "i friend you... i dun friend you" thingy.... real lame and meaningless.... i really feel sadz and angry bout it..... real angry.......... one of the permanent staff of my dpartment cried after wrk 2dae bcos she was condemn by some pple in my dpartment.... she's a rather nice person..... but some pple just bu shuang her.......... JUST bu shuang her lohz...... purposely leave her out durin lunchtime..... purposely ignore her..... haiz..... if i am her.... i will definitely feel really alone... but still haf to put on a brave front to go work...... and she's a PERMANENT staff loh... not like us temporary..... and... some pple just pretend to be friendly in front of a person..... but tok and tease when dat person is away....... kAoz... currently i m not involved in ani of these... and neither am i a victim of such thingy.... but even if i am a victim... i will heck care bout it.... cos i am a temporary staff mahz..... heng ah.... ANIWAE no matter how angry i am.... there's nuthin i can do bout it.... sadcase.... like wat loO say in her blog... haf to pretend nuthin is happening.... haf to try to maintain a gd relationship wif those pple we dun like..... pengz............................
2004年3月21日 星期日
yoz finalli bloggin le~ ^-^ it haf been a long time since my previous entry.. haha.. and the REASON is due to.... WORK~ woke up at 7.30am everyday... leave home at 8am.... take mrt.... walk to my wrkplace..... put my stuffs at my table... start work... 1pm lunchtime.... back to office slightly b4 2pm..... go toilet.... start work..... waitin for end of day.... 6+ pm.... end of day... pack up... leave office.... walk to the mrt station... take mrt... reach bedok... reach home.... bathe.... watch feng shen bang.... eat dinner.. watch xun qing ji.... feel tired while watchin news.... asleep..... blarblarblar.....
dats my current life siazz... everyday is STANDARD one.... ROUTINE life.... too routine... LUCKILY.. it's only for 3 MONTHS haha...
for those hu dunnoe... i am workin at Maybank... hire purphase dpartment.. located at lavender area... yeapz... my job scope?? archivin... retrievin files... yeapz.... so far not too bad lah... i am feelin neutral everyday~ to me neutral is gOod~ my dpartment head is quite a gd person... someone ez to talk to.. abit like mdm phua style haha.... aniwae the office is big.... the toilet is at the other end of the office... the spacious pantry rm is abit unneccesary haha... cos there's nuthin much inside except hot water... btw i brought a mug and 3-in-1 milo there~ gonna drink milo on monday~ haha...... O YA... wanna mention dat not everyone in the office is gd... yeapz.... i guess in EVERY office... there'll be the problem of OFFICE POLITICS.... heard quite a lot of talk-bhind-others-back cum minor "back-stabbin" thingy... saw some hypocritical pple.... BUT i dun haf comments bout it now..... my onli conclusion is... maybe dey do dat to protect themselves in this dog-eat-dog world... to ensure their own survival.... yucks... er xin... BUT hu noes, someday we may be like dat? BUT for now... i dun wanna be involve in this dog-eat-dog thingy at all..... think dat it realli SuX.....
so it's SUNDAY 2dae!!!! gonna slackz as much as possible for 2dae! hahaha.. woke up at 7am 2dae...... cos somehow... my biological clock is there... settin my wake up time at 7+.... haha... so here i am making use of my chance to blog... later gonna go watch doreamon cartoon at channel i~ O YA.. i 4got to mention dat there's a bowling alley at my office buildin.... so MOST PROB i will go there sumday to play during lunchtime or after work~ ahhahaha shuang ah~
o ya... i haven register for uni admission and private candidate thingy yet... so i'll be doin it later in the afternoon ba... haha... as for the lake odyssey... i will still go~ but most prob i will purchase the tix early april~ yupz~ will update bout dat soon~ AND most prob my nxt blog entry will be NXT SUNDAY... haha.... yeapzz ^-^
so... PPLE, ENJOY UR DAY!!!!!!!! CYA SOON!!!
2004年3月10日 星期三
o ya pple~ lets go to the Chung Cheng 65 yrs old celebration performance-- "Lake Odyssey" at Esplanade theatre~ i am realli keen on going AND i will definitely go~!!! so pple GO WIF ME LAH..... haha.... and spread the words around~
two days to choose frm~ =)
either on 7 May (Fri) -- 8pm OR 8 May (Sat) -- 3pm
Prices: $36, $26, $16, $11 (including GST and $1 SISTIC fee per ticket)
i can make it for either of the days.... so it's up to u all~ =P interested in goin? if yesh, update me hoh~ i am very willing to volunteer in the purchasin of tickets... perhaps i can ask kW to buy the tickets for us bcos staff of the sch haf concessions... so they can purchase the $36 ticket at $21... yupz... i think so ba... BUT, WITH OR WITHOUT the concession... i am DEFINITELY going!! (enthu siazz... =P)
for more information, check out the sistic website. click on the event calendar --> May --> Lake Odyssey
gO lah.. gO lah... gO lah... (tryin to psycho... haha..)
yoz found a job at maybank.. my position will be 'temporary bank staff' (wat a position... haha) signed a 3-mths contract yeah... pay not realli gd.. same as din tai fung but this admin job is definitely better than waitress'in (can sit... more slack... more relax... less hectic++) yupzzz... start on mondae =P
then.... every now and then... i will still feel 'haiz' bout my results..... but i m gettin back on track le... so everything's alrite~
btw, find it realli farnie and AMUSED to see gladys and renhui at Recruit Express yesterdae hahaa... dat was so QIAO lohz~!!!!!!! wat a place to see each other lohz ahahaha~
okay lah endin here le~
TAKE CARE ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!!!!!!
2004年3月8日 星期一
yeapz... it's time to blog.... YUP i din do well for my A's~ and i may not make it to uni to study Chinese..... kinda sadz & lost of cos on DAT DAY... but i m feelin better now.... REALLY! life haf to go ONz ritez??? so.. wat will i be doin.... i will register to be a Private Candidate (saw tis yr A'Ls timetable.. it's definitely much better~) AND i will of cos reg for uni. why notz ritez??? haha~ so dun worry about me i will get over it sOon... just need a few more days to THINK for abit more~ i haf enuff yong qi to survive this whole thing~
went career exhibition... and i was kinda lost there oso... haiz... but aniwae i jus check out the 'stuffs' there & aimed for those nice nice postcards =) AND i got check out the S'pore Police Force booth.... but my height realli cannot make it.... sadz.... since primary sch yrs i haf wanted to be a CID deep in my heart.... but it's labelled as a "boy's ambition" mahz... so i nv say out to anione hahahahaa..... yeahz... aniwae... when i noe about the height requirements..... i gif up le..... although i haven totally gif up... haha contradictin siazz but i am sure u all noe wat i mean... but i haf to gif up lohz.. bcos... there's nuthin i can do 'bout my height.... sadcase hahaa...
i check out NUS... MOE.... NTU... booths oso... yupz.... haiz.... yeapz.... aniwae, i was pretty interested in the "tourism management institute of s'pore"...... for many of you hu dunnoe... i haf oso wanted to be a tourist guide REALLY!! i m considerin whether to take up part-time 'tourist guide course'.. and after dat.... i may go for the 'travel & tourism management diploma (part time) '... yupz... if i din make it to Uni this yr... i may proceed with this plan while studyin for my private A's... yeapz.... but i still wanna say that... my main main main dream is to be a Chinese reporter and journalist..... yupz.....
aniwae huang cheng cumin~ pretty xcited bout it... cos it's an annually event for me mah haha~ me watchin on 16 March~ shuwen gladys we three same day ritez??? wat bout kW??? then how much per ticket??? =P ahha update me hoh~ =P
o ya.. i wanna comment on one recent news about the secondary sch boy commiting suicide bcos his sch haf found out about his relationship wif a ger and haf called his parents...... he jumped off a building just like dat... just like dat... just bcos of a moment of panic... and he was gone........ just like dat...... my 1st thought was.... he's being foolish.... yeapz... okay maybe he was afraid of the punishment frm sch and parents.... but wat can dey do to him?? seriously... sch dun punish pple bcos of BGR.. at most.... it's detention..... and wat will his parents do? most prob.. gif him some scoldin... and tell him to leave the ger.... yeapz... and dat's it.... all these so-called "punishment" is definitely better than death ritez?? and he was gone..... just bcos he was panic at dat moment.... i noe i cannt really understand wat he's goin thru at dat moment.. but... yupz... he shld haf noe dat death is not the solution... when my mum and i saw his pic on the news..... we both think dat it's such a pity bcos he looked like a bright person.... someone who haf a bright future... but he was gone... hmm.... perhaps he's a mummy-boy who haf nv done anithing against his parents' wishes b4... dats y he's in great fear... if the same thing happen to those ah-bengs.. dey will most probably HECK CARE the sch and parents... and continue wif the relationship... hu cares aniwae.... so.. hu is wrong? the boy? his gf? his parents? the sch? the education system? Jian Ren Jian Zhi.... (i was more sadz for his parents.... the news got show his mum cryin very bitterly...... haiz... imagine.. receivin a fonecall tellin you dat ur son haf jump off the buildin?... sadcase.....)
SO PPLE,
CHeRISH OUR LIFE!!! every problem can be solved~!!! =P
2004年3月3日 星期三
yoz feelin gd now le... hahaa... yeapz... quite relax now~ =) just now went suntec wif lOo plannin to go for a job interview.. BUT we cannot find the HR department... cos it's kanna "hidden" sumwhere.. we cannot find the way up at all... and it's like the lifts cannot take us up to the level at all........ so we decide to try to look for stairs.. thinkin dat it's the most direct way.. yeapzz and we found the door to the staircase (on the door, were the words "emergency escape route" but i ignored it)~
we climbed up the stairs to the level 4 we wanna go.. and thru the door we saw the HR department OUR DESTINATION! BUT to our amazement... we found out dat the door was ONE-WAY!! as in, the door can be open frm the outside but not frm the inside!!!! peNgz...we went back to the 'original' level... but realized dat the door was ONE WAY oso~ haha! then lOo suggested going to level 1 cos there must be a TWO WAY door there mahz... indeed there was a 2-way door.. but i saw the words "Openin the door will trigger an ALARM" (i am GLAD dat i saw it.. imagine... an alarm in suntec.... perhaps me and lOo will tiO the headlines of the newspaper if dat happens........ hahaha.... popular overnight siaz... ) aniwae, we went back to level 4 and knocked on the door cos we saw pple waiting for interviews ... okAy... we caught their attention.... but the thing is... dat door was LOCKED..... (WAT AN EMERGENCY ESCAPE ROUTE LOH!!!!) pengz... WE ARE OFFICIALLY TRAPPED!!! TRAPPED!!! then decide to call someone for help... called vOn~ told her to cum and RESCUE us~ she's at aljunied and she promised to cum immediately (a fren in need is a fren indeed!!! =p) at dat time.. it was gettin kinda hot in there.. even hotter after our exercise (climbin up and down the stairs) i sat down.. glad to noe dat at least there's air... haha... then lOo suggests to tell vOn to take cab.. i was msging her when i heard e sound of door bein opened... i immediately climbed dwn... and saw a security guard openin the door for us~ REALI GLAD u noe... but feel abit paisehz... okay lah.. i feel paisehz to a LARGE EXTENT.. haha.... WE ARE OUT.... think there are 'surveillance camcorders' at e stairway.. they saw us lohz.... haha... so paisehzz...
aniwae after this experience... loO conclude dat security guards are useful~ hahaha... AND this was a GD xperience... bcos we wun do it again.... hahaahaha... O yA... and we din went for the interview... decide to 4get bout it~ hahaa.. after dat we go eat at fei cui restaurant... but kinda disapppointed by the food... think din tai fung is much much better loh!! haha (indeed i nv realise dat i m such a supporter of din tai fung until 2dae.....) aniwae wanna add dat my mood was GD after the trappin incident hahaa think dat it's amusing!!! damn funnY!!! after all... how many times will u be trap like this in ur whole life?!! tis incident really brighten me up!! it's definitely better than goin for a boring BORING boring interview.... =P
so pple, haf a gd sleep 2nitez and wake up happily!! enjoy and haf a gd day 2molo since it's the oni day left b4 the 'friday'... yeapzz... one thing gd bout friday is dat... no matter wat happens... at least we noe wat we'll be doing after dat... yupz!! =P
yeapz.. confirm friday le... hmm.. yupz... not much comments.. cos there isn't the need for ani comments... yeahz... yupz... kinda down now... bcos i realli feel dat my life will change drastically after fridae no matter what happens... i noe we shld welcome change... BUT dats not the pt............
most probably... i wun do well... i noe it... i dun care bout how mani A's or B's i will get... i oni hope dat i can meet the minimun requirements for uni.... yupzz... sadcase lohz.... wat if i dun get in?? retake or what??? i realli very pissed by all the many many thoughts in my 'messy' mind... sighz.... realli hate the feelin of "i dunnoe wat will happen to me".... yeapz.... and i must say dat i m not pessimistic... i m being realistic...
aniwae if anything happen... leave me alone for two days ba... i need to sort out my thinkings 1st.. and dun realli need to overly console me... but i do need some consolation haha.. yeapz... (okay i sound as if i m preparin for my "after-'death' matters")
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2004年3月2日 星期二
2004年2月29日 星期日
gd morning pple.... not a 'gd' mornin for me... mood quite weirdz... yeapz... haiz...
i really dun like the weather 2dae.. too sunny... dizzy...
suan le... 4get bout' my mood....
yesterdae *從“空中”聽到某位DJ問聽眾這個問題 -- “最想聽到你們的另一伴對你們說些什麼話呢﹖” 很多人 CALL-IN 回答 -- “我會永遠愛你”﹐ “你是我的唯一”﹐ “你在我心目中最美” (blar.. blar... blar...)* yeapz... then i dun feel satisfied at all by their answers haha... yeapzz... aniwae if it's me... my answer will be -- “放心﹐我會保護你的。。。” & “全部交給我﹐我幫你解決。。。” yupz something like dat haha... wat bout' u all yeahz? =P
yeAhz.. enJoY ur day~
2004年2月28日 星期六
yeahz manz! it's friday nitez and here i am bloggin~ =P
yupz~ i haf bought a 2nd-hand guitar~ it's in good condition~ then i haf dcided to take up guitar course le~ yeahzz will update again... then 2molo is the RP gatherin~ meetin at 1pm at east coast.. will be goin to a cafe there to eat and drink hahaa.... think it's the SoMmerOck cafe lohz.. =) b4 dat, meetin lOo & PR to cycle 1st~! hOpe dat it'll be a cOolz breezy day!!! =P aniwae... haf to really really really admit dat i m disappointed by the fact dat we cannt go to the "ling ji yi dong" show.. i like 'nai ge' lohz.. hahaa... but wat to do.... haiz.... y must it crash with the RP gathering~ haha sadcase~
yupz... 2dae met up wif shuwen at bedok to eat ban mian.. yummy... despite the fact dat it's salty haha... then we were tokin n tokin.. until our conversation naturally leads to e A's.......... not dat we purposely wanna discuss about it of cos... then she told me dat nxt wed may be "the day" based on the rumours aka 'inside news'.. i was stunned bcos i haf xpect it to be friday... yupz... sadz... sighz... but cum to think of it... sooner or later we'll noe... it's just a matter of whether we r 'mentally prepared'...... aniwae we felt quite gd after tokin cos we haf a more optimistic view of A's (not dat we r more confident bout' our results BUT we are more optimistic about life after doin badly in A's.. haha sad case in a way...) A's sUx... dats all i wanna say......
BUT.... life goes on... no matter wat... =)
2004年2月23日 星期一
早上十點四十分。
30號巴士。
習慣性地坐在同一個座位上。
熟悉的路程。
同樣的藍天。
同樣的景色。
同樣的我。
但是﹐
許許多多的“同樣”﹐都抵不過時光的“不一樣”。
從中正畢業到現在﹐已經匆匆地過了兩年了。兩年﹐說長不長﹐說短又並不覺得短。這期間﹐發生了很多事情。而這些事情﹐也使我“迫不得已”地必需成長。有位好友曾經說過﹕“中正就好像是一個呵護著我們的天堂﹐讓青春的我們﹐散髮出彩虹般的絢爛色彩。離開中正後的日子﹐就宛如被殘酷地丟進鯊魚池一樣﹐過著懦弱強食的生活。”我感同身受。
每一次回去﹐心中總會有種莫名其妙的感動。
“在不久之後﹐你們就是大學生了﹐那以後﹐我就是跟‘大學生’的你們說話了”老師說。
“哈哈﹗那時候﹐老師您﹐應該會有種變老的感覺吧﹗”
從昔日往事﹐談到未來計劃﹐我感覺到自己的眼睛水汪汪的﹐稍微沒有控制好﹐就會淚如雨下。
在熟悉的餐廳裡﹐吃著不熟悉的食物﹐心中感到有些遺憾。
看到訓導主任﹐和以前一樣﹐責罵那些穿著不整齊的學生﹐不自覺地微笑了。
經過昔日的課室﹐仿彿時光倒流﹐看到自己穿著七粒鐵鈕的潔白校服﹐坐在以前的位子上﹐感觸良多。
走在當年的必經之路﹐突然感到異常的興奮﹐因為眼前的一切﹐都是曾經熟悉不過的景象。
總之﹐很有感覺。
所以﹐如果我有小叮噹的時光機﹐最想回到的時空﹐就是中學生涯。
那裡有我至今都非常想念的人和事。
好想念我的班。
好想念我的會所。
好想念那個籃球場。
好想念我的朋友們。
好想念我的老師們。
好想念中正湖。
好想念在那裡的我。。。
將來的事﹐是一個未知數。也因此﹐我感到擔心﹐害怕﹐迷茫。
也或許﹐因為這樣﹐我更加懷念在中正裡﹐那些無懮無慮﹐輕鬆自在的日子。
說真的﹐我不知道要怎麼為這篇文章寫“結尾”。
只想說﹐
很慶幸自己在中正就讀過。
愛我中正。
-盈-
P.S. (2月18日﹐我和佩頤﹐如音﹐結伴回母校)
*wrote this 'entry' a few days ago... BUT haf to solve some 'encodin' problems.. resultin in the 'lag' heehe =P*
2004年2月17日 星期二
**回憶裡的他** -- 張小嫻
有時候﹐ 我們愛著的﹐
不是現實裡的那個人﹐而是回憶裡的他。
初遇時﹐他的微笑﹐ 他往日的深情､ 承諾和傻勁﹐
兩個人共度的美麗時刻﹐一一印在回憶裡﹐
今天的感情已經比不上 從前﹐
但是我們愛著戀著往日的他﹐ 捨不得離開。
一個男人說﹐在那段雙方感情有如一段死水的日子裡﹐
與他 同住的女朋友每天在他面前翻看他以
前寫給她的情信。 她很平靜地看那些信﹐
實際上卻是向他無聲抗議.
他曾經對她這麼好﹐ 他曾經給她一頁一頁的深情﹐
但是今天他忘了信上的承諾。她故意在他面前看信﹐
是哀悼逝去的感情。 她愛回憶 裡的他更多。
他愛著的 ﹐何嘗不是回憶裡的她﹖
在那美麗的回憶裡﹐ 他頭上是有耀目光環的﹐
她脖子上也有 美麗的花環﹐ 年深日久﹐
彼此對自己深深愛著的人﹐ 有愈來
愈多的期望和要求﹐ 也有愈來愈多的不滿。
光環和花環漸漸 變成緊箍罩﹐
在一次又一次的失望之中﹐ 大家只能回到久遠
的回憶裡﹐用回憶來支撐一段日漸蒼白和荒涼的愛情。
回憶裡的情人﹐總比現實美好。
我們留戀的是回憶裡的人﹐ 即使那個人已經改變了。
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**避 雨 的 愛 情**-- 張小嫻
好 的 愛 情 和 壞 的 愛 情 是 很 容 易 分 別 出 來 的.
好 的 愛 情 使 你 的 世 界 變 得 廣 闊， 如 同 在 一 片
一 望 無 際 的 草 原 上 漫 步 。 壞 的 愛 情 使 你 的 世 界
愈 來 愈 狹 窄， 最 後 只 剩 下 屋 簷 下 一 片 可 以 避 雨
的 方 寸 地.
好 的 愛 情 是 你 透 過 一 個 人 看 到 世 界， 壞 的 愛
情 是 你 為 了一 個 人 捨 棄 世 界 。
好 的 愛 情， 最 狹 窄 的 時 刻 也 不 過 是 大 家 在 床
上 的 時 候，是 最 擠 逼 的 了。 壞 的 愛 情， 最 廣 闊 的
時 候 也 只 是 上 床的時 候， 那 已 經 是 最 大 的 空 間,
人 於 是 變 得 愈 來 愈 狹 隘，愛 得 死 去 活 來， 也 無 非
是 井 底 之 蛙.
好 的 愛 情 是 能 夠 令 本 來 沒 有 理 想 沒 有 大 志 的
你，變 得 有 理 想 和 大 志 ；本 來 偏 激 的 你 變 得 包
容； 本 來 驕 傲 的 你 變 得 謙 遜； 本 來 自 私 的 你 變
得 肯 為 人 設 想； 本 來 沒 有 安 全 感 的 你， 變 得 不
再 懼 怕。 壞 的 愛 情 與 這 一 切 全 然 相 反，你 唯 一 可
見 的 將 來 就 是 愛 情， 沒 有 別 的 可 戀.
好 的 愛 情 讓 你 時 刻 反 省 自 己 付 出 的 夠 不 夠
多， 使 你 妒 忌的 時 候 心 存 愧 疚， 使 你 不 害 怕 老
去， 因 為 即 使 年 華 老 去， 你 也 不 會 失 去 對 方.
你 不 會 擔 心 十 年 後， 你 們 的 步 伐不 一 致， 因 為 你
們 攜 手 漫 步 在 草 原 上， 而 不 是 在 屋 簷 下 避 雨,
當 雨 停 了， 也 就 沒 必 要 再 相 依 下 去.
2004年2月14日 星期六
yOz PPLE~ i shld haf quite alot of stuffs to update 'bout since the last entry... BUT i dun feel like updating leh.... heeheee... yeapz.... IT'S VALENTINE DAY! but to me, it's jus another normal day lah~ yeApz~
fOr those with a valentine, enJoY Ur DaY with yOur oTher hAlf!!! -smiLez-
aNd hApPy FrIeNdshIp dAy to mY deaResT freNs!!!!
2004年2月7日 星期六
*五月天<人生海海>專輯中﹐我相當喜歡的一首歌。。。*
一顆蘋果
作詞：阿信 作曲：阿信 編曲：五月天
經過了漫長的等候 夢想是夢想 我還是一個我
那時間忘記挽留 最美時候 不經意匆匆的放過
曾經想擁抱的彩虹 盛開的花朵 那純真的笑容
突然有風吹過 那一轉眼 只剩我
我不懂 人世間的那些愁 他為什麼要纏著我
到底這會是誰的錯 還是我不放手
喔 人世間的那些愁 這世界給我的幽默
這是不是要告訴我 潮起終究潮落
總要有人來陪我 嚥下苦果
喔 再嚐一點美夢 要等你先開口 那冬天才會走
有些人經過我身旁 住在我腦中 在我心裡鑽洞
有些人變成相片 堆在角落 灰塵像雪一般冰凍
時間如果可以倒流 我想我還是
會卯起來蹉跎 反正就這樣吧
我知道我 努力過
我想到 遙遠遙遠的以後
會不會有人知道我 在這個寂寞的星球 曾這樣的活過
喔 遙遠遙遠的以後 天長和地久的盡頭
應該沒有人能搶走 我永遠的感動
總要有一首我的歌 大聲唱過
喔 再看天地遼闊 活著不多不少 幸福剛好夠用
活著其實很好 再吃一顆蘋果
yoz yoz yoz bloggin again bcos there's nuthin else to do mahz~ realli nuthin much happening in my life... sumtimes i feel rather xing fu to be able to slack at home and do the stuffs i like... but sumtimes i feel meaningless... BUT my current mood now is.................... HAPPY! haha yeAhz~ =)
2molo going gLadys house to play mahjong~!!!! hahaha haPpy siazz... my hands itch for mahjong... aniwae it's like me kw sw VS the Huan sisters~ ahahahaaaa hOpe i dun lose much hahaa... *1st time i play with money* ^-^
aniwae i m quite sleepy now... yesterdae slept at 4plus... tryin to finish a thick but interestin english novel (WOW!) haha... so think i'll sleep earlier 2nitez~
okAy lah dats bout it~ really nuthin much to update bout hahahaa =)
aLl of yOu, taKe cArez!!!
2004年2月3日 星期二
yoz~ haha nuthin to do... so here i m bloggin~
yeapz went to a charity funfair at toa payoh area 2dae wif my mum my aunt and my little brother... haha.. quite fun lah... but not much comments bout it =) then went walk ard toa payoh area lohz yeapzz~ btw i cannot find the gloomy bearS... i think i noe which is the shop... but no gloomy bears le... sighz... I WANT MY WHITE GLOOMY BEAR!!!
then just now got watch Xi Jie... heehee... realli hope dat shen yinhe and xing wang can get 2gether soon~ (i think nxt episode =p)
so.. wat will i be doin tomolo? think i gonna wake up early to RUN~ YES RUN!!! long time no xercise le!!! think i need it!!!! but USUALLY i nv manage to wake up..... i will tend to give up my running plan the moment my alarm clock 'rings'.. i will stop the 'ring' and continue my sleep... ahha.. dats me lah.. =P aniwae... think i gonna start readin a library bk written by lu xun (WOW) haha.... then after dat if i got ling gan i hope to write some stuffs... yeapz.. then ard evenin i gonna meet up wif lOo pR they all to watch the mo huan chu fang yeahzz =) haha
btw i really feel like goin ice skating soon.. anyoNe OnZz?????? hahaaa.... really feel like lohz... sekali i haf to wait long long b4 i can go... (jus like my kite-flyin plan....) hahahaaa u all ah........... so tao yanzz!!!!! hahahaa =p
=P =P =P =P =P =P =P
2004年1月30日 星期五
yOz... my test results... hahahaa seriously i dun think it's very accurate... bcos i dun think i m too naive leh~ hahaaa... peNgzz...
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.
What feeling do you represent?
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My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!
What kind of dark person are you?
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2004年1月29日 星期四
haha i OSO nuthin to do.. so went to do all these stuffs.... haha... not badz lah quite fun in a way... haha
Who are you among the F4 guys??
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Rain: You are the sound of rain. You have two
important sides. There is your strong, powerful
side and your calm, gentle side. Both are very
important. Rain also reflects a bit of darkness
in your personality. It isn't bad, just shows
that along with the good, you also can see bad,
which can come in handy.
What Sound Are You?(now w/ pics)
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You are satisfied. Right now you aren't heading
anywhere and you like it. You have all you need
and if you ever want more, you'll get it on
your own. You are a great person, with a good
heart. You are headed to great places, where
you will teach others a great deal. Remember
who you truly are and don't let anyone
underestimate you. Have a nice life, you
deserve it.
Where are you going in life?
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2004年1月27日 星期二
yeahz think i shld mention tis in my blog~ haha i quitted my job le~!!!! yupz... but not happy and not sadz ah... NEUTRAL reall neutral~ =)
yupZ so once again i am FRICTIONALLY UNEMPLOYED hahaaa... will soon begin my job huntin~ yupz SOON~ or i may wait till loO quit the job ah hahahaa
yupz then think i will miss the pple there to a certain xtent... they are really wonderful international colleagues... haha yeapzz international frm hongkong.. china... taiwan... m'sia.. and s'pore lah.... ahhaa... even the customers are international... frm japan... korea... european countries... saw some mediacorp not very popular stars.. a pretty gd workin xperience although i dun really like the job hahaa... realli haf fun joking ard durin wrk wif my section colleagues... the chefs.. they are realli humorous fun and abit 'horny' =).. it's like a big family lohz... as long as u are wearin the uniform they'll treat u as part of them... and i enjoy slackin such as goin to the water cooler and on my way back to my section i will drop by lOo's section to chat A WHILE wif her~
the most farnie memory of my job is when a chef ask me if i wanna eat "菜肉包" then i say no out of courtesy lah.. haha then he say my decision of not eatin is gd.. bcos he eat until very fat le... fat till cannot find the size of his briefs... haha peNgz... then my male colleague hu is bside me say he "誇張"... then the chef left lah.. i was preparing the 餐具 to be arrange on the table when i am tokin to the chef... then i realise dat my dat male colleague was oso preparin the 餐具 so i ask him "你要排幾號的" (i meant the table numbers lah)... THEN i think he listen wrongly loh! i think he heard sumthing like dat ---> "你腰幾號" SO he answered me "二十八。。二十九" hahaa... i stone for a moment.... (there's no table 28 or 29 in my section!!) ahahaa... so i talk back and say "我哪裡有問你這個﹗哈哈哈哈﹗我問你你要排什麼號碼的桌子啦﹗哈哈哈哈﹗" then we both walk away feelin amused and penGy! when we met again after a few sec.. i say he 變態 lohz hahaaa then he say dat it's my problem lohz suddenly change topic siazz (frm the chef's briefs thingy) hahahaaa then i pengz le and gif him the he's 變態狂 look hahahaa... aniwae dat day was the day b4 new yr chu xi.. so when i ended wrk at 5pm i shake hand wif everyone~ wishin them happy new yr! when i shake the male colleague hand... he squeeze my hand so hard dat it hurts lohz!!!!! hahahaa i find it farni and bu shuang hahaa then when i m packin my bag he "offered" to shake my hand again... i HESITATED for a while and i shake his hand with the greatest force while he oso did dat... we used so much energy dat our face was red lohz! then when i m on my way out... he approached me again.. said happy new yr.. and take out his hand again... haha this time i zAo away frm him asap ahhahaaa cos my hand really pain lohz~ YUPZZZ so dat was one of the fun day~ gossipin... matchmakin... suanin... lamin took place everyday at dat place ahahaaa... it was fun.. if not for the wrk dat i dun like... i think i will stay till june.. yeapzz... and i think i will get a 'thank you" card for my 老大 hus is currently in taiwan~ =P
then think i will avoid goin there for a period of time... cos i feel paisehz goin back there.. hahaa... cos i still feel weird quttin my job just like dat after they haf spend ther saliva to teach me stuffs... yeapzz... hahaa... WOW this is a long entry... think i'll stop now le~
taKe caRe Pple!!
2004年1月23日 星期五
haha.. actually i dun really feel like writin bout my 1st day of chineSe nEw yR... cOs like realli nuthin much to write about.. but since PR got write.. ahha.. i oso write abit to update u all bout my new yr day...
hmm AS USUAL i went to 2 houses.. one at kallang^father-side (in the afternoon) and one at hougang^mother-side (early evening).. basically not very happpening... it's just the usual stuffs.. all the mandarin oranges... all the auspicious words.. all the hongbaos... ++ but sumhow me not realli xcited bout everything... no festival mood lohz... no matter how hard i tried to make myself haf the mood... hahaa.. but can't be help lah... since like dunnoe how many yrs ago... the chinese new yr mood is gettin lesser and lesser le... childhood rOx lohz cos frm wat i can remember i USED to be REALLI VERY XTREMELY Xcited when it's chinese new yr... yeapz....
so... it's just another normal day for me.... BUT i realli enjoy being wif my mother-side relatives~ hahaa FUN to be wif all my biao geS, biAo meIs, bIaO JieS... AS USUAL we played sparkles 2gether... run ard wif the sparkles.. throwin the sparkles high up in the air to create the fireworks effect... very nice.... haf chit-chat 'sessions'... tok crApzz... joke... suanin my biaoGe 2gether wif my biaO mei... listen to my biao mei play keyboard and sing along wif the music.. hahaa... so yesterdae was quite a gd day for me lah although i dun haf the new yr mood hahaa...
OKAY! so today is the 2nd day of new yr~ haha.. me not sure bout the plans later but see hOw lah~ then 2molo is SAT.... it sUx... haha... think there wun be much difference regardin the scores.... hahaaa... sekali even worse ah.... pEnGz... hahaa... yeapzz....
XIN NIAN KUAI LE pPle~ and hope dat this will be a realli fruitful yr for all of uS~ everything Shun Shun Li Li... and everyday tIan tIan Kai xin~ ^-^ besT wIshes!
2004年1月20日 星期二
(yeah~ this article is written by mayday's aShin~ haha...)
文/阿信
今年的某一天凌晨，我在某個室內設計事務所，兩眼發昏的趕著隔天客戶要的圖，眼角瞥見我們公司法律顧問的名片，「法律專員溫某某，如果我當初念書努力一點就好了，當律師，就不用熬夜到這個田地。」我想。肚子餓得發痛，連滾帶爬到樓下街角的便利商店，上著大夜班的店長臉色發白，丹鳳眼，滿臉鬍碴，長髮披肩，店裡震耳欲聾播著U2，他的名字很好笑，很適合待在便利商店打工，念起來就是「什錦行」，天生該開雜貨店似的。
泡麵加韓式泡菜，連續三個禮拜，為了早點出頭當設計師，忍著點吧，跑電腦業務的那個小蔡，聽說為了可以多彈一點吉他，辭了業務，跑去樂器行打工了，樂器行的老闆老劉戴著一副眼鏡，精明得很，給小蔡很低的工資，小蔡摸摸他的蒜頭鼻，說「不管了！」
我獨自在沒有人的公司裡，在公司的手提音響前，想找一首屬於自己心情的歌，終究是沒有找到，面對著畫不完的施工圖，最後，又是孤單到天明…。
「時光機」完成後，我常常會想，如果在10年前的某一天，五月天的團員沒有相遇，錯過了玩音樂的人生，那麼，上面的故事就會是真的吧。好奇著我們５個人會在世界的哪一個角落，過著什麼樣的生活，有著什麼樣的夢想跟煩惱…？
很高興，終究我們是相遇在一起，終究我們搞了一個搖滾樂團，終究我們寫了一票屬於我們的歌，終究有人跟我分享許多的喜怒哀樂。過去這一年，幾乎是我人生中最多意外的一年。快樂最多，悲傷也最多的一年。多麼幸福，我們一起在風雨裡走過來。
所有知道我的名字的人呀，你們好嗎？
把我盡畢生之力的完成的音樂獻給你們，新年快樂！
２００４．０１．１９【中國時報】
2004年1月18日 星期日
2004年1月17日 星期六
yeahzz... 2dae gonna start work at 2pm~ then PPLE I HAF DECIDED ALREADY! my brain and my mind have finally reach a conclusion.. dat is... i gonna work till nxt tues and dats it~ yeapz... hee... gonna be abit paisehzz to leave after a wk+ and they MAY MAY MAY be some 閑言閑語.. but heck lah~ hehee... yupz then lOo will work for a longer period~ =P
haha... but so far i haf no idea wat job i'll be doin after i quit.... hahaa.... but slowly slowly lah.. 我不急著用錢嘛~ hahaa.... AND THIS TIME.... anything but WAITRESS~ hahaha.... yeapzzz....
haha i feel MUCH MUCH MUCH better after i haf decided~ yeapzz~ =P my conclusion is:
“一個人最舒服的時候﹐就是當他的腦﹐和他的心﹐達到了共識的那一剎那。。。”
2004年1月16日 星期五
yoz PPLE! i zao work 2dae... haha... work oso can zao siaz... i was plannin to go wrk tis morning... but SUDDENLY got the 'dun feel like goin' feelin.. so i called the person in charge and told them dat i was sick... "SICK" yeahz? =P
i am in a rather gd mood now.. haha... finalli can take a rest frm the hectic environment.. ACTUALLY things are really gettin better and better.. i learn some new stuffs everyday.. learn about the ingredients in each "food".. learn how to recommend them to the customers.. learn how to use their computer system which is sumhow amazin to me.. learn how to clear the tables in the shortest possible time.. haha.. yeapz.. SO things are realli gettin better although sumtimes i do kanna nag by my section-head... hahaha... (p.s. aniwae, one of the bosses of my wrkplace is the breadtalk boss.. he always come to my section to spot-check ahha... his hair alwaes very messy...)
BUT, DAT'S NOT THE PT....
the main reason for zao'in wrk 2dae is bcos i have to sort things out.. i am 'thinkin' & 'thinkin' everyday since the 1st day i started work... but there's nv ani conclusion.. haha... mainly bcos i am tiredz everyday after wrk.. not in a clear state of mind to think.. SO, 2dae is the day~
yeapz... so, back to the "things are gettin better" part... the question is.. am i happy in doin wat i am doing now? my final answer is "No!" lohz... yupz..
enJoy uR day!
2004年1月15日 星期四
yoz gd mornin.. my 3rd day of wrk yesterdae and my 4th day of wrk 2dae.. yesterdae was like this like dat loh... got alot of things to remember... not much comments bout yesterdae... haha now eatin bread for breakfast... then go bathe.... then go change.. then set off for wrk lohz... yupz... abit sianz lah....
ok lah... dat's bout it... maybe i will update again 2nitez... but MoSt prObabLy... i wun update cos i definitely gonna be real tiredz.. haha... take caRez pPle~
2004年1月13日 星期二
yoz it's my 2nd day of wrk... haha 2dae off work quite early bcos they got staff dinner at nitez... and of cOs this is none of my business bcos i am a part-time (heng ah... luckily i m a part time..) i must admit dat “身為下賤” is a rather serious word to use hahaa... but i really got abit of dat kind of feeling... okay i gonna change my term.. i feel dat my “地位比別人低很多” and my ego cannot take it lohz... BUT wat to do ritez?? penGz
BUT 2dae is definitely better than yesterdae.. yesterdae i was totally gReEnHoRn.. very stun and bLurZ about everything... 2dae slighty better.. learn to be a little bit more PRo and alert.. but i kanna nag by my section head for doing the procedures of things wrongly.. SERIOUSLY i hate sayin “對不起” “不好意思” “謝謝” so many times a day lohz!!!! AND i hate to act demure lohz heY maNz﹗﹗﹗﹗ i'm not those “姑娘姑娘”的人 lohz.. penGz... haha... BUT WAT TO DO ritez....
2dae me and lOo discussin SERIOUSLY about how long we gonna work at this place..... we told the interviewer dat we can work up to 5 - 6mths BUT we dun feel like workin dat long liaoz... NIGHTMARE.... i feel like zao'in as soon as possible... hahaa.. really... lOo sets a 4-mth target.. but i SERIOUSLY think 4 mths quite long lehz... haha... 3 mths seem quite long to me oso.. 2 mths? haha... i duNnOe... i feel paisehz to leave so soon bcos the staffs there spend a lot of saliva to teach me lohz... but i cannot imagine myself doin this waitress job everyday... 自己的幸福比較重要嘛。。。 see hOw lah... (i dun mind being 抄魷魚 by them hahaaa... REALLY!!)
lOo says kinokuniya called her for an interview as a cashier.... BUT she rejected the job.... i feel quite sadz bout it... cOs kinokuniya haf a higher pay lohz... and the workin environment is less hectic DEFINITELY and the work pace is more comfortable lohz..... haiz....
life goes on for me ... 2molo gonna be my 3rd day of work.... hOpe everything Shun Shun Li Li lohz... yupz.. now tiredz... but dun haf those kind of 怕怕的感覺了。。。ya.. then i will listen to hUi's advice to apply lotion onto my 破皮的腳 thanKs for the advice!!! hahaa... okay lah i go slackz le... must enjoy 大小姐的生活while i am at hm wauahahahaa.... nitez pPle!
*PR, wish u SHUN SHUN LI LI 2molo at ur petrol kiosk! JIA YOU!*
2004年1月12日 星期一
yoz... 2dae my first day of wrk.. wrk for 6hrs.. me and lOo workin in different 'sections' so it's still like as if i am not workin 2gether wif her.. yeapz... seriously i am very tiredz now... was stun and blurz for the whole day... then my leg 破皮.. 沖涼很痛... haha i sound quite 悲 ritez?? yeapz i am 悲... think i am not use to my life yet... new environment... new faces... new tasks... SERIOUSLY i haf nv serve anione b4... and i nv realli like to serve pple (haha.. i dun mind servin my family and friends.. but STRANGERS?)..... but I AM ACTUALLY WORKIN AS A WAITRESS WHOSE JOB IS TO SERVE... penGz... and CUM ON lohz the restaurant all day long got many many customers!!! haha... then i got the "身為下賤“ feeling... yeeapzz.. cos u alwaes haf to put the customers in top priority then u haf to put urself in last priority loh.... i was clearin the table when suddenly this thought came to my mind ---> "我也是父母生的嘛。。。" then not really lookin forward to 2molo cos it's gonna be a really super bz day... my colleagues are rather nice and humorous pple.. but it's jus the job dat turn me off and 對於 my work place and the work pace 我有怕怕的感覺。。 scared of breakin bowls.. scared of offendin customers... scared of bein too slow.. scared of doin things in the wrong way.... yupz quite stress... BUT think the main reason for all is dat 我還不習慣﹗﹗﹗think lOo feelin better than me definitely yeapzzz... dunnoe lah see how everything wrks... i gif myself a mth to adapt.. if things dun get better then i'll do wat my brain and heart tell me to do... yeapzz tAke cAre PpLe!
2004年1月11日 星期日
yOz a peaceful day for me! =) went job-hunt wif lOo yesterdae.. then we managed to find a job.. haha... gonna work as a WAITRESS at a chinese restaurant at orchard paragon.. think dat it shld be hard work ba... cos haf to stand for LONG hrs.. BUT no harm tryin it out first~ haha hope everything *shun shun li li* for me =P (hOpe i dun break anithing... cos i m a clumsy person... haha =P)
so... here i am slackin as much as possible cos it's my last day to be FREE -sighZ- haha GONNA start wrk 2molo le... BUT hu noes??? maybe i will be FIRED sOoN due to breakin too much stuffs wauhahahahaaa (am i dat lousy??!?? =P)
seriously i am quite sadz by the fact dat i gonna haf less freetime... less time spend wif family & frens... haha BUT WAT TO DO? haha
okay lah.. think i gonna end here le~ ONCE AGAIN wish me *shun shun li li* pPle!!! hahaaa
2004年1月2日 星期五
this time.... i am REALLY back!! finally my com is well after a long long time....
so... it's a BRAND NEW YEAR... yeapz... not much feelings bout it... jus feel dat it's time to grow up...... it's time to improve myself....
took bus 2dae.. was shocked to realise dat it's no longer student fare for me.... i was rather sad by this... haiz pple mus remember to tap ur card when u get off the bus hoh....
think i will end here.... i was kinda blue 2dae... not much mood to blog.......
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