“就算是這個世界 把我拋棄
而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說 就讓它去
我知道潮落之後一定有潮起
有什麼了不起。。。”

。。。五月天 <人生海海> 。。。

yeahzz~ still studyin at a very slow pace.. haiz.. nuthin much to say bout dat...

sumthing quite farni happened.. shuwen and some of my klassmates thought i kanna dpression.... pengz... i was not in sch last wk cos i was REALLY SICK for the whole wk~ then when i sick.. i veri anti-social one... so nv really contact anione.. then dun realli feel like replyin sms messages or return calls.. dun like to go near my handphone cos my concept is: the radiation will make me more sickzz wauhahaaa... so dats the problem...

shuwen was like so worried.. one wk nv see me le... then pple went to ask her bout me.. then she oso dunno wat haf happen (alot of guesses =P) haha.. i got inform her dat i was sick lah but she think too much le~ =P so she called kunhwa and discussed bout my "dpression".. then eunice called me... then kunhwa msg me some weird stuffs.. then i blurzzz cos everything happen at the same time.. (yesterdae nitez).. then i msg shuwen to call me.. her fone cannt get thru.. wanna xplain some "free trade" stuffs to her.. then FINALLY she called and told me bout her worries and she explained everything... haha then i PENGZ... n told her there's realli nuthin wrong wif me... n i explained everything oso.... then i msg kunhwa.. eunice.. my klassmateS to XPLAIN dat i dun haf dpression!!!!! hahahaaa... weirdzzzz to xplain such things... but FRANKLY SPEAKIN... yupzz realli appreciate their concern~ find it farnie.. and find it heart-warming yeapzz =) thanks~ and paisehzz... heee....

yupz so once again i wanna say dat i haf recovered frm my sickness... n i dun haf YOU YU ZHENG!! =) indeed i feel stressful at times... but i still can tahan.. AND cum on lohz it's not my zuo feng to be dpress over xams~ trust me!!! even though my results for prelims was badzz.. i haf forgotten bout it le.. no use cryin over spilt milk mahzz YA LOHZ~ hahaa... must wang qian kan (look 4ward)!!!!

SO PPLE... JIA YOU le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!! JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! (must jia you lah.... wat to do ritezz... hahaa =P)

.... i m a VERY inefficient person.... i need to spend alot of time to study a particular topic... haiz.... slow tortoise siaz... at tis rate i dunnoe whether i can finish study b4 A's notz... haiz.... haf to try to speed up ah... but the sad thing is.. these few days i realli cannot concentrate... my mind n heart keep driftin away.... away... and away.....

WAT TO DO RIGHT???? still haf to force myself to study..... wat a life manz.....

yeahz... me seldom talk bout my jc sch here.... but 2dae i gonna tok bout the graduation day of my sch... basically i missed my graduation ceremony bcos i was sick... but thanx to many pple.. eunice... peiru.. joyce... my klasmates.... i was able to get the feel of the graduation ceremony.... =)

i feel dat it's a great one~ as usual... alot of video clips of the sch.. sports events (once, durin an annual sports event of the sch, the WHOLE college, includin me and everyone else, went to run 2gether on the track... it's veri magnificent!)... performance nitezz... speeches++ but most importantly is the speech by my civics tutor who went on stage on behalf of all the teachers.... he gave a pretty gd.. touchin speech bout how we have gone thru as a college... how we are such a gd gd batch... yeapz... then he address all his GP klasses... haha.... n when it's my class turn (my klass is CG30/02) he said "Jiao Shuang..."

PENGZ ritez... he actually said "Jiao Shuang" on stage.... although he's not my fav teacher... but then i m actually quite touched by dat.... hee.... yup... haha... basically i spread 'Jiao Shuang' to my JC klassmates (leadin to the many development n versions of "Shuang" => "Kan Shuang".."Da Shuang"..) then durin a special civics period.. whereby almost everyone haf to perform sumthing (some sang... one performed harmonica... one performed calligraphy... kairu performed guitar [AMAZIN! me n kairu 6 yrs same klass le!]... my teacher sang cantonese song... +++)... my "special" performance was to "Jiao Shuang" my teacher.... hahaa... PENGZ manz.... then i really did dat.. he was BLURZ... then the klass laughed.... haha.. since then... he will jiao shuang me at times.... n he's alwaes successful lohz... imagine when a teacher call ur name.... u wun xpect dat he's goin to jiao shuang lohz... =)

(back to the graduation ceremony....) a teacher performed wif his guitar and sang his own, composed song to the students.... wonderful.... then the maths n science dpartment sang some farewell songs like Xi Shui Chang Liu.. Peng You++++ wif the harmonica..... balloons were dropped dwn frm the 2nd floor of the auditorium... then we sang the college song and lastly did the college cheer dat we usually do after the song... yeapz... n dats bout it... =)

i can really imagine..... thanks to eunice again~

although i haf nv realli like my sch.... i think dat if i m there.... it's possible dat i will sobz... yupz.... indeed, i alwaes wan my JC sch life to end asap... but now.. got a little little little bit of she bu de... yeapz.... tis 2 yrs haf realli changed me (some gd some bad).. mayb many of u wun b able to see my change.... but i noe it myself.... =)

esp after dat 'incident' and after sheena left the klass... i was abit bei bout a lot of things makin me dun like to go sch at all... BUT then i m proud dat i managed to get over n solved alot of matters... i m actually closer to my klassmates after i managed to solve my emotional problemS =) i still feel BLUE at times... but generally i m quite okay... heeheee.... n i realise dat my klass pple are all interestin n fun n L-A-M-E.... hahaa.... it's jus dat there's alot of things i cannot "fang4 xia4" at the beginnin which "disable" me frm acceptin my new life which is actually quite not badz =) YeaPz..

i joined the LEO Club... i did alot alot of flags dayS wif eunice for LEO.... haha n we found out dat the best place to sell flags is actually at Kampong Glam wauhahahaa..... n the worse place is at Kembangan... it's alwaes tiring but we usually haf fun~ =P yupz... n we went to the old folk's home.... newspaper n old clothes collectn++ one of the most memorable event of LEO is actually the 2002 December Camp which lasted for 3 days... i haf to camp wif many small young kids.... a VERY tirin but VERY memorable period for me...we haf to look after the kids... play all kinds of games wif them... teach them cheers.... teach them teamwork.... teach them to be independent... support them.... settle their food problem... bring them to the zoo.. plan their performance+++ NOT EASY task at all..... everyday i went home physically and mentally TIRED OUT.... hahaaaa...... but they are really CUTE and innocent~ my grp won the BEST team spirit award~!!! =)

the other turnin point of my JC life is the participation in the "Lu Yuan Zhi Ye" (Chinese Drama Nite Performance) i was in Props... yeahz... very difficult and tirin task... veri difficult to plan n to dsign... alot of colour combinations and dimensions to settle.. alot of stuffs to borrow n buy... alot of deadlines to be met.. alwaes got alot of problems... then alwaes kanna nAgZ by pple..... haha.... but nvm... cos i m VERY confident to say dat... my grp is definitely the MOST UNITED of all!!!!! i am SURE of dat~!! =) i made alot of good friends frm lu yuan includin some yr one JunioRs... all the singingS and nervousness at the backstage... all our fa feng1 moments.. will be remembered.... =) i wrote sumthing like tis b4:

"在後台聞到的臭汗味﹐如今回想起來﹐一切都是香的。。。“

WOW... it's a long post siazzz.... paisehz.... if u haf the patience to read till here.... haha i m proud of u lohz.....
then.......... my conclusion is............ actualli my 2 yrs in JC not as badz as i haf thought dat it'll be..... =) yupzzz =) heeeheee..... n i m glad dat i realise it.... =)

hmm... me like long time no blog le... dunnoe lah.. dun feel like bloggin.... sick... yesterdae my highest temp was 38.5C the highest for 2 yrs.... started out wif FLU... then sore throat.... rest at hm for like 2 days... then i got fever..... PENGZ... so i like whole wk nv go sch le.... dun realli feel gd... haiz... me now on medication.... makin me drowsy n bLurz..... haiz.....

aniwae i gonna announced dat i GRADUATED frm JC le..... (hope i dun go back nxt yr).. but my mood is weird... not realli happy.... not realli sadz... tis 2 yrs not ez for me... but i realli learn alot of things which "enlighten" me... aniwae my nxt obstacle is the A's... not confident actually... dunnoe lah.. mus work hard... tis is a very crucial period.... sighz... lets all receive gd.. "beautiful" results nxt yr~!!!

yupz.. guess i'll stop here.... dunnoe when will be the nxt time i blog again... TAKE CARE PPLE!!!

my flu still ON.... monday i nv go school... 2dae i oso nv go sch... hahaa.... then after tis 2 days of "restz" i dun feel like goin sch animore..... but then still haf to go lah... haha....

kanna FLU... sianz..... -sniffz-

yoz 3 days nv update le... so here i am~

hahaa lemme start frm tues... ok... i went to celebrate gladys BLATED burfday at east coast~ went to a very nice "cafe" there (recommended by kairu =P) it's veri COSY and the atmosphere is gd oso~ the price is reasonable.. the food is wonderful.. the service is great~!!! it's a GOOD place... we played the "connect 4" game... haha the 1st match is ME VS kunhwa... it's a tough one and i lost lah... 2nd match is kairu VS sheuying~ then my yingying partner won lah hahaaa 3rd match is shuwen VS gladys guess hu won?? it's shuwen~ heeee..... then we got a "connect 4" championship match.. sheuying VS shuwen and shuwen is the CHAMPION~ hahaaa..... after dat we played monopoly~ frankly speakin i usually dun really like to play monopoly... but tis time i really enjoy the game VERY VERY much~ all of us kept going to jail~ hahaa... then shuwen veri close to being bankrupt... haha Gladys is the WEALTHY one alwaes collecting $$$ frm us~ veri exciting~ veri happy day!!! -*smilez*-

now for wed!!! my mood not veri gd in the mornin due to the many "setbacks" in sch.... in the afternoon went to meet up wif PR sHifu shUhui lUm to watch the "abit outdated" turn left turn right~ as usual... i got lost in orchard and alynna came to SAVE me~ ahhaaaa... then i met sumone farnie and haf an awkward conversation wif him..... as for the show... certain parts are FUNNY esp. the ambulance part and the part where jin cheng wu walk thru the broken wall PENGZ... but generally i dun realli like it... hmm.. mayb i noe too much beforehand le yeapzzz...

I NV PON SCH on THURS~ ahhaha unlike sh*f* & pei*ee lalalalaalaaa

2dae went to sch late at 10am... my GP 'cher nag at the essay i wrote.... SIANz.... then i got a merit for lep S'paper lah not too badz yeazz.... =)

dats bout it~ =P gonna go do sum studyin le i guess~ =P heee.... will update soon =)