yOz... my test results... hahahaa seriously i dun think it's very accurate... bcos i dun think i m too naive leh~ hahaaa... peNgzz...


You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


What feeling do you represent?
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My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!

What kind of dark person are you?
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haha i OSO nuthin to do.. so went to do all these stuffs.... haha... not badz lah quite fun in a way... haha


Who are you among the F4 guys??
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Rain: You are the sound of rain. You have two
important sides. There is your strong, powerful
side and your calm, gentle side. Both are very
important. Rain also reflects a bit of darkness
in your personality. It isn't bad, just shows
that along with the good, you also can see bad,
which can come in handy.


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You are satisfied. Right now you aren't heading
anywhere and you like it. You have all you need
and if you ever want more, you'll get it on
your own. You are a great person, with a good
heart. You are headed to great places, where
you will teach others a great deal. Remember
who you truly are and don't let anyone
underestimate you. Have a nice life, you
deserve it.


Where are you going in life?
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yeahz think i shld mention tis in my blog~ haha i quitted my job le~!!!! yupz... but not happy and not sadz ah... NEUTRAL reall neutral~ =)

yupZ so once again i am FRICTIONALLY UNEMPLOYED hahaaa... will soon begin my job huntin~ yupz SOON~ or i may wait till loO quit the job ah hahahaa

yupz then think i will miss the pple there to a certain xtent... they are really wonderful international colleagues... haha yeapzz international frm hongkong.. china... taiwan... m'sia.. and s'pore lah.... ahhaa... even the customers are international... frm japan... korea... european countries... saw some mediacorp not very popular stars.. a pretty gd workin xperience although i dun really like the job hahaa... realli haf fun joking ard durin wrk wif my section colleagues... the chefs.. they are realli humorous fun and abit 'horny' =).. it's like a big family lohz... as long as u are wearin the uniform they'll treat u as part of them... and i enjoy slackin such as goin to the water cooler and on my way back to my section i will drop by lOo's section to chat A WHILE wif her~

the most farnie memory of my job is when a chef ask me if i wanna eat "菜肉包" then i say no out of courtesy lah.. haha then he say my decision of not eatin is gd.. bcos he eat until very fat le... fat till cannot find the size of his briefs... haha peNgz... then my male colleague hu is bside me say he "誇張"... then the chef left lah.. i was preparing the 餐具 to be arrange on the table when i am tokin to the chef... then i realise dat my dat male colleague was oso preparin the 餐具 so i ask him "你要排幾號的" (i meant the table numbers lah)... THEN i think he listen wrongly loh! i think he heard sumthing like dat ---> "你腰幾號" SO he answered me "二十八。。二十九" hahaa... i stone for a moment.... (there's no table 28 or 29 in my section!!) ahahaa... so i talk back and say "我哪裡有問你這個﹗哈哈哈哈﹗我問你你要排什麼號碼的桌子啦﹗哈哈哈哈﹗" then we both walk away feelin amused and penGy! when we met again after a few sec.. i say he 變態 lohz hahaaa then he say dat it's my problem lohz suddenly change topic siazz (frm the chef's briefs thingy) hahahaaa then i pengz le and gif him the he's 變態狂 look hahahaa... aniwae dat day was the day b4 new yr chu xi.. so when i ended wrk at 5pm i shake hand wif everyone~ wishin them happy new yr! when i shake the male colleague hand... he squeeze my hand so hard dat it hurts lohz!!!!! hahahaa i find it farni and bu shuang hahaa then when i m packin my bag he "offered" to shake my hand again... i HESITATED for a while and i shake his hand with the greatest force while he oso did dat... we used so much energy dat our face was red lohz! then when i m on my way out... he approached me again.. said happy new yr.. and take out his hand again... haha this time i zAo away frm him asap ahhahaaa cos my hand really pain lohz~ YUPZZZ so dat was one of the fun day~ gossipin... matchmakin... suanin... lamin took place everyday at dat place ahahaaa... it was fun.. if not for the wrk dat i dun like... i think i will stay till june.. yeapzz... and i think i will get a 'thank you" card for my 老大 hus is currently in taiwan~ =P

then think i will avoid goin there for a period of time... cos i feel paisehz goin back there.. hahaa... cos i still feel weird quttin my job just like dat after they haf spend ther saliva to teach me stuffs... yeapzz... hahaa... WOW this is a long entry... think i'll stop now le~

taKe caRe Pple!!

haha.. actually i dun really feel like writin bout my 1st day of chineSe nEw yR... cOs like realli nuthin much to write about.. but since PR got write.. ahha.. i oso write abit to update u all bout my new yr day...

hmm AS USUAL i went to 2 houses.. one at kallang^father-side (in the afternoon) and one at hougang^mother-side (early evening).. basically not very happpening... it's just the usual stuffs.. all the mandarin oranges... all the auspicious words.. all the hongbaos... ++ but sumhow me not realli xcited bout everything... no festival mood lohz... no matter how hard i tried to make myself haf the mood... hahaa.. but can't be help lah... since like dunnoe how many yrs ago... the chinese new yr mood is gettin lesser and lesser le... childhood rOx lohz cos frm wat i can remember i USED to be REALLI VERY XTREMELY Xcited when it's chinese new yr... yeapz....

so... it's just another normal day for me.... BUT i realli enjoy being wif my mother-side relatives~ hahaa FUN to be wif all my biao geS, biAo meIs, bIaO JieS... AS USUAL we played sparkles 2gether... run ard wif the sparkles.. throwin the sparkles high up in the air to create the fireworks effect... very nice.... haf chit-chat 'sessions'... tok crApzz... joke... suanin my biaoGe 2gether wif my biaO mei... listen to my biao mei play keyboard and sing along wif the music.. hahaa... so yesterdae was quite a gd day for me lah although i dun haf the new yr mood hahaa...

OKAY! so today is the 2nd day of new yr~ haha.. me not sure bout the plans later but see hOw lah~ then 2molo is SAT.... it sUx... haha... think there wun be much difference regardin the scores.... hahaaa... sekali even worse ah.... pEnGz... hahaa... yeapzz....

XIN NIAN KUAI LE pPle~ and hope dat this will be a realli fruitful yr for all of uS~ everything Shun Shun Li Li... and everyday tIan tIan Kai xin~ ^-^ besT wIshes!

(yeah~ this article is written by mayday's aShin~ haha...)

文/阿信

今年的某一天凌晨，我在某個室內設計事務所，兩眼發昏的趕著隔天客戶要的圖，眼角瞥見我們公司法律顧問的名片，「法律專員溫某某，如果我當初念書努力一點就好了，當律師，就不用熬夜到這個田地。」我想。肚子餓得發痛，連滾帶爬到樓下街角的便利商店，上著大夜班的店長臉色發白，丹鳳眼，滿臉鬍碴，長髮披肩，店裡震耳欲聾播著U2，他的名字很好笑，很適合待在便利商店打工，念起來就是「什錦行」，天生該開雜貨店似的。

泡麵加韓式泡菜，連續三個禮拜，為了早點出頭當設計師，忍著點吧，跑電腦業務的那個小蔡，聽說為了可以多彈一點吉他，辭了業務，跑去樂器行打工了，樂器行的老闆老劉戴著一副眼鏡，精明得很，給小蔡很低的工資，小蔡摸摸他的蒜頭鼻，說「不管了！」

我獨自在沒有人的公司裡，在公司的手提音響前，想找一首屬於自己心情的歌，終究是沒有找到，面對著畫不完的施工圖，最後，又是孤單到天明…。

「時光機」完成後，我常常會想，如果在10年前的某一天，五月天的團員沒有相遇，錯過了玩音樂的人生，那麼，上面的故事就會是真的吧。好奇著我們５個人會在世界的哪一個角落，過著什麼樣的生活，有著什麼樣的夢想跟煩惱…？
很高興，終究我們是相遇在一起，終究我們搞了一個搖滾樂團，終究我們寫了一票屬於我們的歌，終究有人跟我分享許多的喜怒哀樂。過去這一年，幾乎是我人生中最多意外的一年。快樂最多，悲傷也最多的一年。多麼幸福，我們一起在風雨裡走過來。

所有知道我的名字的人呀，你們好嗎？
把我盡畢生之力的完成的音樂獻給你們，新年快樂！

２００４．０１．１９【中國時報】

“我的生命﹐由我自己主宰﹗”
(不知道為什麼﹐腦海裡一直浮現出這句話)。。。

說出這句話時﹐心中只能用一個“爽”字來形容﹐而且是“很爽”那種﹗ 哈哈。。。
(其實﹐我也不知道自己在爽什麼啦。。。 哈哈。。。)

真的希望大家都能“主宰”自己的生命﹗
不要放棄任何天馬行空的夢想。
不要失去單純可貴的年輕本色。
不要忘記最初的自己。。。
真不容易。
所以。。。
要加油喔﹗

把不開心的事都忘掉吧﹗忘掉吧﹗﹗﹗
千萬別把“青春”浪費在這些“不青春(所謂”不開心“)”的事上喔﹗
哈哈。。。在這一秒﹐快樂最重要﹗

^ 突然有感而發的欣盈 ^
18/01/04

yeahzz... 2dae gonna start work at 2pm~ then PPLE I HAF DECIDED ALREADY! my brain and my mind have finally reach a conclusion.. dat is... i gonna work till nxt tues and dats it~ yeapz... hee... gonna be abit paisehzz to leave after a wk+ and they MAY MAY MAY be some 閑言閑語.. but heck lah~ hehee... yupz then lOo will work for a longer period~ =P

haha... but so far i haf no idea wat job i'll be doin after i quit.... hahaa.... but slowly slowly lah.. 我不急著用錢嘛~ hahaa.... AND THIS TIME.... anything but WAITRESS~ hahaha.... yeapzzz....

haha i feel MUCH MUCH MUCH better after i haf decided~ yeapzz~ =P my conclusion is:

“一個人最舒服的時候﹐就是當他的腦﹐和他的心﹐達到了共識的那一剎那。。。”

yoz PPLE! i zao work 2dae... haha... work oso can zao siaz... i was plannin to go wrk tis morning... but SUDDENLY got the 'dun feel like goin' feelin.. so i called the person in charge and told them dat i was sick... "SICK" yeahz? =P

i am in a rather gd mood now.. haha... finalli can take a rest frm the hectic environment.. ACTUALLY things are really gettin better and better.. i learn some new stuffs everyday.. learn about the ingredients in each "food".. learn how to recommend them to the customers.. learn how to use their computer system which is sumhow amazin to me.. learn how to clear the tables in the shortest possible time.. haha.. yeapz.. SO things are realli gettin better although sumtimes i do kanna nag by my section-head... hahaha... (p.s. aniwae, one of the bosses of my wrkplace is the breadtalk boss.. he always come to my section to spot-check ahha... his hair alwaes very messy...)

BUT, DAT'S NOT THE PT....

the main reason for zao'in wrk 2dae is bcos i have to sort things out.. i am 'thinkin' & 'thinkin' everyday since the 1st day i started work... but there's nv ani conclusion.. haha... mainly bcos i am tiredz everyday after wrk.. not in a clear state of mind to think.. SO, 2dae is the day~

yeapz... so, back to the "things are gettin better" part... the question is.. am i happy in doin wat i am doing now? my final answer is "No!" lohz... yupz.. so... do i still wanna continue doin wat i am doin now? yesterdae a colleague told me dat some newbies quit after a day or two.. then i told her 'bout the kinokuniya thingy and she said dat i was "not-smart" to reject it... she says dat nobody will care if anyone will to quit bcos they are all used to it le... i agree with her... i think i am too concern wif how they feel 'bout me.. i am worried dat they will "label" me as sumone who "cannot take hardships","no determination" and since my colleagues there are mostly non-singaporeans, i wun like it if they criticize dat all singaporeans are like dat.. yeapz... so dats wat holdin me back... BUT actually, there's no need for me to feel like this isn't it? if they wanna say, let them say lah... at most they will "talk" for a few mins only mahz... so why do i haf to bother myself over "a few mins" yeah? hahaa... yeapz... oKay =) i gonna discuss wif *chipmunk*lOo 2molo and see how she thinks =) yeapZ =P

enJoy uR day!

yoz gd mornin.. my 3rd day of wrk yesterdae and my 4th day of wrk 2dae.. yesterdae was like this like dat loh... got alot of things to remember... not much comments bout yesterdae... haha now eatin bread for breakfast... then go bathe.... then go change.. then set off for wrk lohz... yupz... abit sianz lah....

ok lah... dat's bout it... maybe i will update again 2nitez... but MoSt prObabLy... i wun update cos i definitely gonna be real tiredz.. haha... take caRez pPle~

yoz it's my 2nd day of wrk... haha 2dae off work quite early bcos they got staff dinner at nitez... and of cOs this is none of my business bcos i am a part-time (heng ah... luckily i m a part time..) i must admit dat “身為下賤” is a rather serious word to use hahaa... but i really got abit of dat kind of feeling... okay i gonna change my term.. i feel dat my “地位比別人低很多” and my ego cannot take it lohz... BUT wat to do ritez?? penGz

BUT 2dae is definitely better than yesterdae.. yesterdae i was totally gReEnHoRn.. very stun and bLurZ about everything... 2dae slighty better.. learn to be a little bit more PRo and alert.. but i kanna nag by my section head for doing the procedures of things wrongly.. SERIOUSLY i hate sayin “對不起” “不好意思” “謝謝” so many times a day lohz!!!! AND i hate to act demure lohz heY maNz﹗﹗﹗﹗ i'm not those “姑娘姑娘”的人 lohz.. penGz... haha... BUT WAT TO DO ritez....

2dae me and lOo discussin SERIOUSLY about how long we gonna work at this place..... we told the interviewer dat we can work up to 5 - 6mths BUT we dun feel like workin dat long liaoz... NIGHTMARE.... i feel like zao'in as soon as possible... hahaa.. really... lOo sets a 4-mth target.. but i SERIOUSLY think 4 mths quite long lehz... haha... 3 mths seem quite long to me oso.. 2 mths? haha... i duNnOe... i feel paisehz to leave so soon bcos the staffs there spend a lot of saliva to teach me lohz... but i cannot imagine myself doin this waitress job everyday... 自己的幸福比較重要嘛。。。 see hOw lah... (i dun mind being 抄魷魚 by them hahaaa... REALLY!!)

lOo says kinokuniya called her for an interview as a cashier.... BUT she rejected the job.... i feel quite sadz bout it... cOs kinokuniya haf a higher pay lohz... and the workin environment is less hectic DEFINITELY and the work pace is more comfortable lohz..... haiz....

life goes on for me ... 2molo gonna be my 3rd day of work.... hOpe everything Shun Shun Li Li lohz... yupz.. now tiredz... but dun haf those kind of 怕怕的感覺了。。。ya.. then i will listen to hUi's advice to apply lotion onto my 破皮的腳 thanKs for the advice!!! hahaa... okay lah i go slackz le... must enjoy 大小姐的生活while i am at hm wauahahahaa.... nitez pPle!

*PR, wish u SHUN SHUN LI LI 2molo at ur petrol kiosk! JIA YOU!*

yoz... 2dae my first day of wrk.. wrk for 6hrs.. me and lOo workin in different 'sections' so it's still like as if i am not workin 2gether wif her.. yeapz... seriously i am very tiredz now... was stun and blurz for the whole day... then my leg 破皮.. 沖涼很痛... haha i sound quite 悲 ritez?? yeapz i am 悲... think i am not use to my life yet... new environment... new faces... new tasks... SERIOUSLY i haf nv serve anione b4... and i nv realli like to serve pple (haha.. i dun mind servin my family and friends.. but STRANGERS?)..... but I AM ACTUALLY WORKIN AS A WAITRESS WHOSE JOB IS TO SERVE... penGz... and CUM ON lohz the restaurant all day long got many many customers!!! haha... then i got the "身為下賤“ feeling... yeeapzz.. cos u alwaes haf to put the customers in top priority then u haf to put urself in last priority loh.... i was clearin the table when suddenly this thought came to my mind ---> "我也是父母生的嘛。。。" then not really lookin forward to 2molo cos it's gonna be a really super bz day... my colleagues are rather nice and humorous pple.. but it's jus the job dat turn me off and 對於 my work place and the work pace 我有怕怕的感覺。。 scared of breakin bowls.. scared of offendin customers... scared of bein too slow.. scared of doin things in the wrong way.... yupz quite stress... BUT think the main reason for all is dat 我還不習慣﹗﹗﹗think lOo feelin better than me definitely yeapzzz... dunnoe lah see how everything wrks... i gif myself a mth to adapt.. if things dun get better then i'll do wat my brain and heart tell me to do... yeapzz tAke cAre PpLe!

yOz a peaceful day for me! =) went job-hunt wif lOo yesterdae.. then we managed to find a job.. haha... gonna work as a WAITRESS at a chinese restaurant at orchard paragon.. think dat it shld be hard work ba... cos haf to stand for LONG hrs.. BUT no harm tryin it out first~ haha hope everything *shun shun li li* for me =P (hOpe i dun break anithing... cos i m a clumsy person... haha =P)

so... here i am slackin as much as possible cos it's my last day to be FREE -sighZ- haha GONNA start wrk 2molo le... BUT hu noes??? maybe i will be FIRED sOoN due to breakin too much stuffs wauhahahahaaa (am i dat lousy??!?? =P)

seriously i am quite sadz by the fact dat i gonna haf less freetime... less time spend wif family & frens... haha BUT WAT TO DO? haha

okay lah.. think i gonna end here le~ ONCE AGAIN wish me *shun shun li li* pPle!!! hahaaa

今天的心情蠻不錯的﹗

相當的輕鬆﹐

也覺得蠻爽朗的﹗

爽什麼﹖

我不知道啦﹗

tOdAy is tHe dAy maNzz! =P

心中感到很納悶。。。

有點無奈。。。

有點無聊。。。

不要聞我為什麼。。。

我懶得說。

this time.... i am REALLY back!! finally my com is well after a long long time....

so... it's a BRAND NEW YEAR... yeapz... not much feelings bout it... jus feel dat it's time to grow up...... it's time to improve myself....

took bus 2dae.. was shocked to realise dat it's no longer student fare for me.... i was rather sad by this... haiz pple mus remember to tap ur card when u get off the bus hoh....

think i will end here.... i was kinda blue 2dae... not much mood to blog.......