yoz PPLE! i zao work 2dae... haha... work oso can zao siaz... i was plannin to go wrk tis morning... but SUDDENLY got the 'dun feel like goin' feelin.. so i called the person in charge and told them dat i was sick... "SICK" yeahz? =P

i am in a rather gd mood now.. haha... finalli can take a rest frm the hectic environment.. ACTUALLY things are really gettin better and better.. i learn some new stuffs everyday.. learn about the ingredients in each "food".. learn how to recommend them to the customers.. learn how to use their computer system which is sumhow amazin to me.. learn how to clear the tables in the shortest possible time.. haha.. yeapz.. SO things are realli gettin better although sumtimes i do kanna nag by my section-head... hahaha... (p.s. aniwae, one of the bosses of my wrkplace is the breadtalk boss.. he always come to my section to spot-check ahha... his hair alwaes very messy...)

BUT, DAT'S NOT THE PT....

the main reason for zao'in wrk 2dae is bcos i have to sort things out.. i am 'thinkin' & 'thinkin' everyday since the 1st day i started work... but there's nv ani conclusion.. haha... mainly bcos i am tiredz everyday after wrk.. not in a clear state of mind to think.. SO, 2dae is the day~

yeapz... so, back to the "things are gettin better" part... the question is.. am i happy in doin wat i am doing now? my final answer is "No!" lohz... yupz.. so... do i still wanna continue doin wat i am doin now? yesterdae a colleague told me dat some newbies quit after a day or two.. then i told her 'bout the kinokuniya thingy and she said dat i was "not-smart" to reject it... she says dat nobody will care if anyone will to quit bcos they are all used to it le... i agree with her... i think i am too concern wif how they feel 'bout me.. i am worried dat they will "label" me as sumone who "cannot take hardships","no determination" and since my colleagues there are mostly non-singaporeans, i wun like it if they criticize dat all singaporeans are like dat.. yeapz... so dats wat holdin me back... BUT actually, there's no need for me to feel like this isn't it? if they wanna say, let them say lah... at most they will "talk" for a few mins only mahz... so why do i haf to bother myself over "a few mins" yeah? hahaa... yeapz... oKay =) i gonna discuss wif *chipmunk*lOo 2molo and see how she thinks =) yeapZ =P

enJoy uR day!