I dun like office politics..... hu like it aniwae... it's definitely childish.... like some primary sch children "i friend you... i dun friend you" thingy.... real lame and meaningless.... i really feel sadz and angry bout it..... real angry.......... one of the permanent staff of my dpartment cried after wrk 2dae bcos she was condemn by some pple in my dpartment.... she's a rather nice person..... but some pple just bu shuang her.......... JUST bu shuang her lohz...... purposely leave her out durin lunchtime..... purposely ignore her..... haiz..... if i am her.... i will definitely feel really alone... but still haf to put on a brave front to go work...... and she's a PERMANENT staff loh... not like us temporary..... and... some pple just pretend to be friendly in front of a person..... but tok and tease when dat person is away....... kAoz... currently i m not involved in ani of these... and neither am i a victim of such thingy.... but even if i am a victim... i will heck care bout it.... cos i am a temporary staff mahz..... heng ah.... ANIWAE no matter how angry i am.... there's nuthin i can do bout it.... sadcase.... like wat loO say in her blog... haf to pretend nuthin is happening.... haf to try to maintain a gd relationship wif those pple we dun like..... pengz............................

yoz finalli bloggin le~ ^-^ it haf been a long time since my previous entry.. haha.. and the REASON is due to.... WORK~ woke up at 7.30am everyday... leave home at 8am.... take mrt.... walk to my wrkplace..... put my stuffs at my table... start work... 1pm lunchtime.... back to office slightly b4 2pm..... go toilet.... start work..... waitin for end of day.... 6+ pm.... end of day... pack up... leave office.... walk to the mrt station... take mrt... reach bedok... reach home.... bathe.... watch feng shen bang.... eat dinner.. watch xun qing ji.... feel tired while watchin news.... asleep..... blarblarblar.....

dats my current life siazz... everyday is STANDARD one.... ROUTINE life.... too routine... LUCKILY.. it's only for 3 MONTHS haha...

for those hu dunnoe... i am workin at Maybank... hire purphase dpartment.. located at lavender area... yeapz... my job scope?? archivin... retrievin files... yeapz.... so far not too bad lah... i am feelin neutral everyday~ to me neutral is gOod~ my dpartment head is quite a gd person... someone ez to talk to.. abit like mdm phua style haha.... aniwae the office is big.... the toilet is at the other end of the office... the spacious pantry rm is abit unneccesary haha... cos there's nuthin much inside except hot water... btw i brought a mug and 3-in-1 milo there~ gonna drink milo on monday~ haha...... O YA... wanna mention dat not everyone in the office is gd... yeapz.... i guess in EVERY office... there'll be the problem of OFFICE POLITICS.... heard quite a lot of talk-bhind-others-back cum minor "back-stabbin" thingy... saw some hypocritical pple.... BUT i dun haf comments bout it now..... my onli conclusion is... maybe dey do dat to protect themselves in this dog-eat-dog world... to ensure their own survival.... yucks... er xin... BUT hu noes, someday we may be like dat? BUT for now... i dun wanna be involve in this dog-eat-dog thingy at all..... think dat it realli SuX.....

so it's SUNDAY 2dae!!!! gonna slackz as much as possible for 2dae! hahaha.. woke up at 7am 2dae...... cos somehow... my biological clock is there... settin my wake up time at 7+.... haha... so here i am making use of my chance to blog... later gonna go watch doreamon cartoon at channel i~ O YA.. i 4got to mention dat there's a bowling alley at my office buildin.... so MOST PROB i will go there sumday to play during lunchtime or after work~ ahhahaha shuang ah~

o ya... i haven register for uni admission and private candidate thingy yet... so i'll be doin it later in the afternoon ba... haha... as for the lake odyssey... i will still go~ but most prob i will purchase the tix early april~ yupz~ will update bout dat soon~ AND most prob my nxt blog entry will be NXT SUNDAY... haha.... yeapzz ^-^

so... PPLE, ENJOY UR DAY!!!!!!!! CYA SOON!!!

o ya pple~ lets go to the Chung Cheng 65 yrs old celebration performance-- "Lake Odyssey" at Esplanade theatre~ i am realli keen on going AND i will definitely go~!!! so pple GO WIF ME LAH..... haha.... and spread the words around~

two days to choose frm~ =)
either on 7 May (Fri) -- 8pm OR 8 May (Sat) -- 3pm

Prices: $36, $26, $16, $11 (including GST and $1 SISTIC fee per ticket)

i can make it for either of the days.... so it's up to u all~ =P interested in goin? if yesh, update me hoh~ i am very willing to volunteer in the purchasin of tickets... perhaps i can ask kW to buy the tickets for us bcos staff of the sch haf concessions... so they can purchase the $36 ticket at $21... yupz... i think so ba... BUT, WITH OR WITHOUT the concession... i am DEFINITELY going!! (enthu siazz... =P)

for more information, check out the sistic website. click on the event calendar --> May --> Lake Odyssey

gO lah.. gO lah... gO lah... (tryin to psycho... haha..)

yoz found a job at maybank.. my position will be 'temporary bank staff' (wat a position... haha) signed a 3-mths contract yeah... pay not realli gd.. same as din tai fung but this admin job is definitely better than waitress'in (can sit... more slack... more relax... less hectic++) yupzzz... start on mondae =P

then.... every now and then... i will still feel 'haiz' bout my results..... but i m gettin back on track le... so everything's alrite~

btw, find it realli farnie and AMUSED to see gladys and renhui at Recruit Express yesterdae hahaa... dat was so QIAO lohz~!!!!!!! wat a place to see each other lohz ahahaha~

okay lah endin here le~

TAKE CARE ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!!!!!!

yeapz... it's time to blog.... YUP i din do well for my A's~ and i may not make it to uni to study Chinese..... kinda sadz & lost of cos on DAT DAY... but i m feelin better now.... REALLY! life haf to go ONz ritez??? so.. wat will i be doin.... i will register to be a Private Candidate (saw tis yr A'Ls timetable.. it's definitely much better~) AND i will of cos reg for uni. why notz ritez??? haha~ so dun worry about me i will get over it sOon... just need a few more days to THINK for abit more~ i haf enuff yong qi to survive this whole thing~

went career exhibition... and i was kinda lost there oso... haiz... but aniwae i jus check out the 'stuffs' there & aimed for those nice nice postcards =) AND i got check out the S'pore Police Force booth.... but my height realli cannot make it.... sadz.... since primary sch yrs i haf wanted to be a CID deep in my heart.... but it's labelled as a "boy's ambition" mahz... so i nv say out to anione hahahahaa..... yeahz... aniwae... when i noe about the height requirements..... i gif up le..... although i haven totally gif up... haha contradictin siazz but i am sure u all noe wat i mean... but i haf to gif up lohz.. bcos... there's nuthin i can do 'bout my height.... sadcase hahaa...

i check out NUS... MOE.... NTU... booths oso... yupz.... haiz.... yeapz.... aniwae, i was pretty interested in the "tourism management institute of s'pore"...... for many of you hu dunnoe... i haf oso wanted to be a tourist guide REALLY!! i m considerin whether to take up part-time 'tourist guide course'.. and after dat.... i may go for the 'travel & tourism management diploma (part time) '... yupz... if i din make it to Uni this yr... i may proceed with this plan while studyin for my private A's... yeapz.... but i still wanna say that... my main main main dream is to be a Chinese reporter and journalist..... yupz.....

aniwae huang cheng cumin~ pretty xcited bout it... cos it's an annually event for me mah haha~ me watchin on 16 March~ shuwen gladys we three same day ritez??? wat bout kW??? then how much per ticket??? =P ahha update me hoh~ =P

o ya.. i wanna comment on one recent news about the secondary sch boy commiting suicide bcos his sch haf found out about his relationship wif a ger and haf called his parents...... he jumped off a building just like dat... just like dat... just bcos of a moment of panic... and he was gone........ just like dat...... my 1st thought was.... he's being foolish.... yeapz... okay maybe he was afraid of the punishment frm sch and parents.... but wat can dey do to him?? seriously... sch dun punish pple bcos of BGR.. at most.... it's detention..... and wat will his parents do? most prob.. gif him some scoldin... and tell him to leave the ger.... yeapz... and dat's it.... all these so-called "punishment" is definitely better than death ritez?? and he was gone..... just bcos he was panic at dat moment.... i noe i cannt really understand wat he's goin thru at dat moment.. but... yupz... he shld haf noe dat death is not the solution... when my mum and i saw his pic on the news..... we both think dat it's such a pity bcos he looked like a bright person.... someone who haf a bright future... but he was gone... hmm.... perhaps he's a mummy-boy who haf nv done anithing against his parents' wishes b4... dats y he's in great fear... if the same thing happen to those ah-bengs.. dey will most probably HECK CARE the sch and parents... and continue wif the relationship... hu cares aniwae.... so.. hu is wrong? the boy? his gf? his parents? the sch? the education system? Jian Ren Jian Zhi.... (i was more sadz for his parents.... the news got show his mum cryin very bitterly...... haiz... imagine.. receivin a fonecall tellin you dat ur son haf jump off the buildin?... sadcase.....)

SO PPLE,
CHeRISH OUR LIFE!!! every problem can be solved~!!! =P

yoz feelin gd now le... hahaa... yeapz... quite relax now~ =) just now went suntec wif lOo plannin to go for a job interview.. BUT we cannot find the HR department... cos it's kanna "hidden" sumwhere.. we cannot find the way up at all... and it's like the lifts cannot take us up to the level at all........ so we decide to try to look for stairs.. thinkin dat it's the most direct way.. yeapzz and we found the door to the staircase (on the door, were the words "emergency escape route" but i ignored it)~

we climbed up the stairs to the level 4 we wanna go.. and thru the door we saw the HR department OUR DESTINATION! BUT to our amazement... we found out dat the door was ONE-WAY!! as in, the door can be open frm the outside but not frm the inside!!!! peNgz...we went back to the 'original' level... but realized dat the door was ONE WAY oso~ haha! then lOo suggested going to level 1 cos there must be a TWO WAY door there mahz... indeed there was a 2-way door.. but i saw the words "Openin the door will trigger an ALARM" (i am GLAD dat i saw it.. imagine... an alarm in suntec.... perhaps me and lOo will tiO the headlines of the newspaper if dat happens........ hahaha.... popular overnight siaz... ) aniwae, we went back to level 4 and knocked on the door cos we saw pple waiting for interviews ... okAy... we caught their attention.... but the thing is... dat door was LOCKED..... (WAT AN EMERGENCY ESCAPE ROUTE LOH!!!!) pengz... WE ARE OFFICIALLY TRAPPED!!! TRAPPED!!! then decide to call someone for help... called vOn~ told her to cum and RESCUE us~ she's at aljunied and she promised to cum immediately (a fren in need is a fren indeed!!! =p) at dat time.. it was gettin kinda hot in there.. even hotter after our exercise (climbin up and down the stairs) i sat down.. glad to noe dat at least there's air... haha... then lOo suggests to tell vOn to take cab.. i was msging her when i heard e sound of door bein opened... i immediately climbed dwn... and saw a security guard openin the door for us~ REALI GLAD u noe... but feel abit paisehz... okay lah.. i feel paisehz to a LARGE EXTENT.. haha.... WE ARE OUT.... think there are 'surveillance camcorders' at e stairway.. they saw us lohz.... haha... so paisehzz...

aniwae after this experience... loO conclude dat security guards are useful~ hahaha... AND this was a GD xperience... bcos we wun do it again.... hahaahaha... O yA... and we din went for the interview... decide to 4get bout it~ hahaa.. after dat we go eat at fei cui restaurant... but kinda disapppointed by the food... think din tai fung is much much better loh!! haha (indeed i nv realise dat i m such a supporter of din tai fung until 2dae.....) aniwae wanna add dat my mood was GD after the trappin incident hahaa think dat it's amusing!!! damn funnY!!! after all... how many times will u be trap like this in ur whole life?!! tis incident really brighten me up!! it's definitely better than goin for a boring BORING boring interview.... =P

so pple, haf a gd sleep 2nitez and wake up happily!! enjoy and haf a gd day 2molo since it's the oni day left b4 the 'friday'... yeapzz... one thing gd bout friday is dat... no matter wat happens... at least we noe wat we'll be doing after dat... yupz!! =P

yeapz.. confirm friday le... hmm.. yupz... not much comments.. cos there isn't the need for ani comments... yeahz... yupz... kinda down now... bcos i realli feel dat my life will change drastically after fridae no matter what happens... i noe we shld welcome change... BUT dats not the pt............

most probably... i wun do well... i noe it... i dun care bout how mani A's or B's i will get... i oni hope dat i can meet the minimun requirements for uni.... yupzz... sadcase lohz.... wat if i dun get in?? retake or what??? i realli very pissed by all the many many thoughts in my 'messy' mind... sighz.... realli hate the feelin of "i dunnoe wat will happen to me".... yeapz.... and i must say dat i m not pessimistic... i m being realistic...

aniwae if anything happen... leave me alone for two days ba... i need to sort out my thinkings 1st.. and dun realli need to overly console me... but i do need some consolation haha.. yeapz... (okay i sound as if i m preparin for my "after-'death' matters")

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yeahz manz... nv announce yesterdae... nv announce 2dae.. so 99% is tomolo le... yeapz... so most probably on fri ba.... yeapz...