yoz... 2dae my first day of wrk.. wrk for 6hrs.. me and lOo workin in different 'sections' so it's still like as if i am not workin 2gether wif her.. yeapz... seriously i am very tiredz now... was stun and blurz for the whole day... then my leg 破皮.. 沖涼很痛... haha i sound quite 悲 ritez?? yeapz i am 悲... think i am not use to my life yet... new environment... new faces... new tasks... SERIOUSLY i haf nv serve anione b4... and i nv realli like to serve pple (haha.. i dun mind servin my family and friends.. but STRANGERS?)..... but I AM ACTUALLY WORKIN AS A WAITRESS WHOSE JOB IS TO SERVE... penGz... and CUM ON lohz the restaurant all day long got many many customers!!! haha... then i got the "身為下賤“ feeling... yeeapzz.. cos u alwaes haf to put the customers in top priority then u haf to put urself in last priority loh.... i was clearin the table when suddenly this thought came to my mind ---> "我也是父母生的嘛。。。" then not really lookin forward to 2molo cos it's gonna be a really super bz day... my colleagues are rather nice and humorous pple.. but it's jus the job dat turn me off and 對於 my work place and the work pace 我有怕怕的感覺。。 scared of breakin bowls.. scared of offendin customers... scared of bein too slow.. scared of doin things in the wrong way.... yupz quite stress... BUT think the main reason for all is dat 我還不習慣﹗﹗﹗think lOo feelin better than me definitely yeapzzz... dunnoe lah see how everything wrks... i gif myself a mth to adapt.. if things dun get better then i'll do wat my brain and heart tell me to do... yeapzz tAke cAre PpLe!